Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Morning to who ever reading this

I have a friend who is like a sister n a few more dudes they all understands me is friendly ,gives brutal honest advices n help ,listens to me when need advice n overall good but whenever I asked For hangout always denies with reason but still ok , yesterday they went for outing drinks which we in group where planning from some time now didn’t is even care to invite later they shared a video to me in the same I felt very bad cuz they have time for all to catch but not when I require
I’m thinking to get done with this friendship bullshit delete everything , go silent , basically DONE trusting people.
what do u think ?🤔