Mood changes along with seasons ! Agree ? what is ur fav season? Mine is Mnsn

Monsoon brings the highest number of moof swings to me...Sankranti seasons is the best for me...most productive...neither hot nor cold

Debanjan Saheb

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My neet exam is coming up. And here's the deal. My family doesn't support me. My dad is an addict, my mum is our with her friends and smokes, my sister who went through the same process as me never really bothered to tutor me. So the other day, my sister and I got into a fight at 6.30 in the morning. And she does this everytime, some hours before I have a major exam. In 10th grade she did it before my sst exam, in 11th she did it before my physics exam, in 12th she did this before my physics final. And these fights have another trend. She calls me "a failure" everytime. I used to channel this energy into studying, but lately I have started to believe her. That is why, I probably don't score well on my mock tests. I just don't know what to do you know. I fought with my life althroughout the entire year. 


3am Thoughts

my result came today of something to which I gave my 100% I dont know how will I make my parents proud and this is surely the phase I will never want to turn back on

Anxiety

I have lost a lot of my friends. They've changed, and have turned selfish. One of my friends is so mad about her boyfriend that she forgot I'm her best friend. She cancels plans with me to meet up with him and I don't know what to feel about it. 

Relationships

People are like tea bags their strength is unknown until they are put into hot water...

Motivation

What do you prefer?

My bf is in a different country and we have very extreme time zones ..we barely communicate and we fight most of time and thr reason for it being the same..
And he doesn't make effort to talk w me because he is always busy..when I ask he calls it settling down..and that he is taking time to adapt and that is why he ain't able to talk w me..
I feel so lonely and I really don't know what to do..to continue w the relationship or to move on with life..what shud I do???

Do You Understand Pain A Little Now? If You Don’t Share Someone’s Pain, You Can Never Understand Them

I'm so angry rn my stupid older sister is acting like a 5 year old kid. I saw cutting my toe nails in my room without my glasses (my vision is -7.00 I can't see far) and suddenly my sister comes in says oh ur cutting ur nails then a moment later throws something at me and says catch it. before I can even react a hard object just misses my head and hits my shoulder. she threw me a hard covered lipstick with pretty much force and knew I couldn't see bc my glasses were off AND I was busy cutting my nails. I saw what she threw me and said 'stop doing stupid things like this' I made a rule that she stop calling me stupid a few years earlier because she called it to me daily and I had to cry and have a fkng panic attack to convince her to not call me stupid anymore because even now I truly believe I'm stupid and because how hurtful and real it is to me to be called stupid I don't caller her that but now that accidentally called her actions that she immediately switched up and said OH SO YOU CAN SAY IT WHENEVER YOU WANT? APOLOGIZE TO ME. I APOLOGIZED FOR IT EVEN THOUGH SHE CALLED ME STUPID YESTERDAY. AND SHE DIDN'T APOLOGIZE FOR IT AND IT WAS COMPLETELY THOUGHT AND CHOSEN TOO BECAUSE YESTERDAY SHE CAME UP TO ME AND SAID CHOOSE A CURSE WORD FOR ME TO CALL YOU SO I CAN SAY IT AND REMIND YOU OF WHAT U FORGOT TO DO. BECAUSE I'M USED TO HER CHILDISH ACTS LIKE THIS I CHOOSE A WORD BUT SHE SAID SHE DOESN'T LIKE IT AND SAID OKAY STUPID YOU FORGOT TO BLAH BLAH. I SPECIFICALLY AVOIDED BEING CALLED STUPID AGAIN AND SHE DOES IT ON PURPOSE KNOWING HOW I HAD TO BEG HER TO NOT USE IT. I LEFT OUT AFTER THAT ANGRILY BUT SHE DIDN'T APOLOGIZE BUT JUST CONTINUED TO TALK LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED AND I WENT ALONG WITH IT BECAUSE I SO FKING TIRED OF HAVING TO ARGUE WITH HER WHEN I KNOW SHE'S GONNA DO WHATEVER SHE WANTS ANYWAYS. BUT NOW I HAD TO APOLOGIZE TO HER FOR ACCIDENTALLY SAYING IT AFTER SHE DELIBERATELY TRIED TO HURT ME. I HATE HER SO MUCH RN IM TIRED OF LIVING WITH A BULLIE I TIRED OF LIVING WITH A 25 YEAR OLD WITH THE ACTS OF 5. I'M SORRY I DON'T WANT HARD STUFF THROWN AT MY HEAD. IF DID SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO HER SHE'D LOSE HER MIND SCREAMING AT ME BUT SHE DIDN'T ECEN APOLOGIZE TO ME AFTER I APOLOGIZED TO HER. I'M SO TIRED. I WISH SHE'D GET A JOB AND LEAVE ME ALONE. SHE POINTS LAZER AT MY EYES AND I DON'T SAY ANYTHING SHE CLAWS MY ARMS AND I HAVE TO LAUGH IT OFF SHE DOES WHATEVER I TELL HER NOT TO FVK I HAD TO CONVINCE HER NOT CHOKE ME. CHOKE. SHE TIRED TO FCKING CHOKE ME AS A "JOKE" SHE DIDN'T APOLOGIZE ONCE FOR ANYTHING. SHE MAKES ME BEG AND APOLOGIZE FOR SAYING ONE WORD SHE DOESN'T EVEN CARE BEING SAID. SHE ACTS LIKE SHE CARES BECAUSE I CARE AND SHE CAN USE IT TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD. I HATE HER SO MUCH. WHEN IS SHE GONNA ACT LIKE A PROPER 25 YEAR OLD? I DONE. I DON'T EVEN WANNA SEE HER UGLY FACE AGAIN. I TIRED. 

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