Mohhabat se nafrat hogyi lekin jisse mohhabat hai unse nafrat nahi hui

Breakup

You ever want to....oh yeah I shouldn't say it here. Apparently I'll have a bad influence on you guys. That is more important right?

3am Thoughts

Anyone who's into pessimism and yet can't let go of romanticism too... Hmu let's get ruined together?

Dur se hi uska intezaar karunga, chahe jitni bhi bechaini ho but never going to text her from my side. Bohot urge hai text karne ki, but no I'll not text her. She's clear that she has nothing to do with me and I'm clear with what I want with her and how much i miss her

I'm such a liability to everyone on this earth

chances are you are taking life way too seriously that it is!

Came across this app while browsing google to look for free sites where you can express your feelings anonymously. So glad I found this. I have a lot that I wanted to say. I am experiencing verbal and emotional abuse almost everyday from the father of my own child. I always wanted to cry. I feel like I am caged. You know when you try to speak up and want to tell them to stop but they will get more angrier? It feels like I don't have the right to speak up for myself. He calls me childish, that my brain is like the brain of an elementary student and many more. I wanted to scream and scream and cry my heart out. No one knows what I truly feel. I am keeping it all by myself. 

Hi everyone,  just wanted to write this down somewhere.  I have an exam tomorrow and I have not even started preparing for that. I kept procrastinating the whole time and now I am here still procrastinating instead of preparing..I know the consequences of doing such a stupid act, I know the disappointment that will be on my parents face but I am still doing it. I hate myself and even you can hate me..I feel like I am the most toxix person ever 

Depression

Few weeks back I was torn inside out, depressed sad n fucked up  so damaged that blood from ears n nose came out bcoz I think to much everyone said 
Went to the hospital to a Psychiatrist talked to my friends family also as I started talking they all changed the topic to bhut sochta hai leave it live n move on but now one actually cared to listen no one actually tried to understand that time I realised why ppl commit suicide y ppl get depressed and feel left alone life time of my knowledge to over come all this I tried shopping travel keeping busy at work but then what still the same I was told to be on medication so that my mind needs to be relaxed I don’t want to be on meds
33 years n not even one person I have wow the girl was right I don’t deserve anyone that’s y I’m alone that’s y I m a looser what did I achieve nothing nothing at all I use to proud that I did so much for so many ppl I did this I did that but when I look back only me back then only me now n I m sure only me in future too
I swear it seems easy to take my life I tried once every second I feel that it’s easy I’m done how can one person fuck u up that u r ready to loose it all 
I’m sure this will be one more point for her to leave me in fact every one to leave me I’m not mind stable I’m fool to give it all up suicide n all but still no one will ever understand anything 
Money sex power position how many friends how many links u have how rich r u and if u r divorced with a kid who is not with u is all my fault I have nothing 
Smile it solves everything fuck it dose not tears will let u release ur heart pain bull shit it doesn’t 1/2 he 1 he is all that I sleep hardly eaten in days working more that my body can bare 4 walls m a roof that’s all I have 


Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts