Mmm heyβ¦I donβt know honestly what to say. I am at a gathering rn with one my cousins. And he is like my favv cousin, kinda same age just 2 years older than me and itβs like our bond is pretty nice. But idk today I felt distant. And at this point of time honestly I am in the headspace where for me itβs either you want to be in my life - stay if you donβt - leave.
I donβt know maybe I am mixing things idk. Kinda donβt feel that good. Not looking for a reply or something becuz I donβt think there is anything to reply to this just wanted to get it out of my head.
it is okay to feel that. maybe youβre too tired due to some reason and it making you feel emotional