Meri dil ki dhadkan bohot zaada badh rahi hai. Kya karu? Im feeling stressed, but idk why. ugh

idk that :( im feeling suffocated. breath nahi aa rhi

dilli me rehta hu, bahar ki hawa me aur saans ghut tha. andar seems to be fresher

real life me i dont have people at this point of time.... ghar pe im not comfortable. yaha pe koi connection tho banta nahi hai. and comments me conversation hoti kaha hai. 

rona aa raha yaar bohot zaada. par sachi pata nahi kyu

pata nahi yaar. sabkuch saath me aa rha, aisa lag rha. exams coming soon, padhne ka mann karta nahi. just feel so lonely lonely. i dont workout too

3am Thoughts

I have a question. Ladkiyan agar working na bhi ho to chalega. Usko achaa working ladka mil jaata hai. Par agar ladka ,ladki se thoda kam bhi earn karta ho to usko ladki ke ghar waale kabhi accept nahi karte. Hum ladko ke saath aisa kyun hota hai 😑 Ladko ki value paiso se kyun dekhi jaati hai ?? 
 Need some perspective on this. I like a girl but her parents rejected me due to this. They are like my daughter earns better than you. We will look for someone who will match her level.

Heyy kya koi long distance relationship me believe krta hai me toh krti hu but hr koi mazak udata hai ki esa nhi ho skta😒😒

Compassion

Mujhe itna rone ka man kr rha h bss roti hi rhu , aise baap ki vjh se hum jaise bachho ko bhugtna pdta h .... 
   Hae bhagwaan uthaalo mujhe .... Har time kuch naa kuch krte h jo hume jhelna hota h .... Sense of responsibility toh h hi nhi bss drinking drinking....
   Ghar se bhar nikalne ki bhi socho toh mere bhai bhn hi itne pyaar m h ki jaane hi nhi dete ..... Vaise unhe yeh nhi dikhta ki kai Kai din toh woh khud hi gaayab ho jaate h ..... Jab inhe sunao toh murt bn kr khade ho jaate h .... Koi response hi nhi... Aur abhi kuch shi nhi hoga jb tk ....


Hello guys 
Actually I m facing a problem which is like self doubt nd i don't know what is it .
Let me share you which I m facing ..
Actually I am a student of professional exams like CA 
Nd in my starting days when I joined my classes nd all so I was like full crazy no self doubt flirting Krna nd all i know uski wjh se bhot log judge krte honge nd i know that at that point of time bhi bt mujhe kisi ße fark ni padta tha nd i was sometime rude also like kisi ko no bolna hai toh muh pr no bolna not interested wgrh bolna preety cool nd in short I was happy fr mere 4 dost bne jinme se 3 was my closest nd 1 was my gf nd fr sabse phle Mera brkup hua 
Then baaki 3 dosto ne kaafi support kiya mujhe woh bndi thoda sa glt thi nd they all know this mujhe hi baad mai pta chla tha so us point pr bhi i was like koi ni mere dost toh mere sath khade hai bt fr unme se ek bndi k chkr mai lg gya so contact mera almost khtm ho ho gya fr baaki jbse exam nikla hai inka literally bro exam result aane k next day se hi they were totally change 
Asa ni hai ki inke result se i was not happy actually I m too much happy ki kisi ka toh nikla apne group Mai nd fr dheere dheere inhone contact bilkul hi Kam kr diya nd abhi msg aaya Inka kisi kaam k liye nd literally seedhe kaam bola ye krde nd bda sweet bnke i don't know why jaisa mai starting mai tha Maine bol Diya sorry I can't do this not much interested in your work nd you mtlb i know I was rude bt mujhe ni pta shi kiya ya ni bt kh diya 

Mtlb literally abhi pure 3 se 4 month ho gye bro ye tk ni pucha ki jinda hu ya mr gya nd apni side se call msg kro toh 2 3 din baad reply dete story status sb lg rhe the bs msg nahi kr skte na call pic kr skte bze ek level aage ho gye hai na mere se 
Itna jada dimg khrb ho rha na literally pichle month se toh kch jada hi is year maine kitne relations khoye hai na only i know jinse mai itna jada close tha na mind and heart se ki kya hi bolu nd it breaks me all 
Now ab toh bs ye mn kr rha ki bro jaane de sb matlabhi h just ab kisi ko mt bna dost kisi ko faida mt uthane de mtlb bhyi literally 
Or inme se toh ek asa bhi h Jo kaafi long distance mai rhta tha nd uske family mai kisi ki health condition kuch jada hi khrb thi almost 1 month woh hospital mai tha uska family member nd i was the person jo usko roj moral support deta tha nd usko bola tha if you want na toh mere ko kbhi bhi call or MSG kr besk aadhi raat ko i m with you so bs stress mt liyo mai hu na nd ye sb Kiya unhone mtlb shit yrr khud pr gussa aa rha itna chutiya q bn jaata bhai tu 

Depression

He say move on karo... keep ur mind distracted so u will not remember me... agr koi move on karna hi nahi chata ho ... agar koi kisi ko bhula hi nahi sakta ho tou .. agr kisi ki raat aur din aik hi shaks ki yado mai pr shuru aur khtm hoti ho tou..  

Love

Pata hai hum jo kuch gine chune ladke hote hai na bohot sensitive hote hai, they even care for small sort of things happening around them,
Aur jab baat humpe aati hai na hum chuchap baithe reh jate hai aur log humare achai ka aur sidhe rehne ka fayda utha k chale jate hai, hum kuch ladke hote hai na humari jyada kuch needs ya expectations nahi hoti par phir bhi log aksar khel k chale jate hai phir bhi hum unse naraz nahi ho pate,
Humari kuch jyada badi khwaishein bhi nahi hoti hai aur jo hoti hai usea hum pura koshish karte hai hasil karne ki,
Kyuki hum kuch ladke hai na aise hi hai jo bewajah na chahte huye bhi kisi aisi jagah fass jate hai ki bahar nikalna mushkil ban jata hai humare liye phir bhi koshish jari rakhte hai aur khud ba khud thoda ladh jhagad k bahar nikal hi jate hai, duniya k liye bhale hi hum strong dikhe but andar se khokle hote hai..'To be continued'

Growing Up

i don't know what I am feeling rn but here's something i wrote some days ago..
**naa sehna tha jo, vo hum seh chuke hain.
kar ke khud ko veeran tanha reh chuke hain..
musalsal badlti hai zindgi har mod pr.
bhot chot khai hai is dil ne apna dum ghot kr.
kehna pdta hai ab sb bhot soch soch kar.
jo na kehna tha hume vo bhi ab hum keh chuke hain..bs  hum seh chuke hain.. 

Kash logo ko w.app pr current location or live location me difference pta pad jaye.....

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