mere saath hi kyu.. currently 2 year college student.... and in a batch of 200 student I don't have any single friend....it hurts jab i see my colleague enjoy and go in trip... while I am alone in room :(

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Addiction

Today I  was singing on terrace, felt so great 🤗🎧🎶. Was lost in the world of music🎧.

Happy

Who wakes up at 4 in morning and why ?

Personal Win

How can I stop being so insecure? I don't like the way I behave everytime my best friend hangs out with her friends and I don't get invited. 
Every person whom I call my friend now was introduced to me by my best friend, so when we both hang out with them, its fine with me. But when she is with her friends whom I dont know, I feel very insecure and jealous... She is always vibing and laughing with her friends more than she does with me. And everytime she has a fight with them, I secretly feel happy and that scares me. I don't want to be that petty person who won't let their best friend choose who to be friends with. 
But i just can't help this feeling. Can you tell me how can I reassure myself. I love my best friend very much and i don't want to be a burden to her.

Insecurity

It feels so tired to feel sleepy, tried so hard to sleep yet still can’t sleep -_- 
And the puffiness of my eyes 🐼

Life

i was so devastated todayy ! 



Lonely

Feeling frustrated and sad. Can not cope with pressure of job in a startup. Feeling like a loser everyday as everyday , I hear complaints from customers and i need to solve customer issues urgently in a hard deadline. Also sometimes i feel lost what to do. And whenever customer exits or is unhappy, my manager gets pressurized and in turn that pressure comes on me. I have lost all interest in my work. Hating everyday waking up to work. Been like this for 6 months now.

Job Dissatisfaction

I was laughing on lame jokes the one moment,
Crying on stupid things the other moment,
Laying on my bed the next moment,
Holding my stomach the other moment.
Feeling happiest now, what's next
Next comes feeling ugliest.
Why am I changing my mood so quickly ?
Because I got my periods recently. 

Yes those cramps feel bad
And I behave like a lazy lad.
But the thing I hate the most are those absurd ads,
Where they show that blue colour.
Though  I feel blue,
But I bleed red
Am I suppose to tell them even that ? 

No I don't crave for extra attention,
Neither do I want any kind of detention.
All I want is the menstrual products to be sold for free,
Just like the oxygen of the tree
This is just my plea.



          




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