Me trying to distract myself from harming:
-tries something- Nope didn’t work.
-tries something else- Nope I’m not feeling any better. I shouldn’t even bother to distract myself, I know harming works. I should just harm straight away.
This is my everyday life. From many years. But I’m still here. I can’t tell u everything gets better n there’s hope. It can be a fake promise. But i hope you don’t rush and know what’s best for yourself if you choose to wait.
I never wanted to “not be here”, I don’t harm to cope with suicidal thoughts. I don’t have those thoughts. I harm out of addiction, to shut up any feelings I don’t like.
What addiction?
Addiction to harming obviously.
Cool. Don’t do it then 🤦
Oh yeah let me just stop being addicted
Yay! See. It’s not difficult at all.
Small brain
Leaving addiction needs strong conviction. That’s a big brain.
Are you leaving an addiction? I was referring to you when I said ‘small brain’, if you failed to understand
Yeah but acting like people can quit an addiction out of nowhere in the blink of an eye after someone tells them to stop is small brain.
