Me n my friends vid.called today after a long time. 
I felt ashamed of them doing well in their lives and me not even started working. 
I felt i am so faraway from success. 
Tired of looking like a loser
Im very happy for them tho

Don’t be ashamed 
Everything take time u just need to be working hard and be patience 

So u will be become so successful 
Bro 
I pray that u get success soon


Caregiver

I just got into a college and started making friends like many friends. Dm ing them atleast once a week, cracking jokes, sharing memes. But today I was scrolling thru insta and came across a post which says " I lost many friends, just because I stopped texting them first." And idk from where I placed my there and it was just like seeing yourself in mirror after avoiding it many times purposely. 
Idk if this all makes sense or not but I wanted to say it and that's it.🙂

Confusion

All my friends are so fake
They all talk shit about eachother
It's annoying and disgusting.
Sometimes they raise their voice say mean things
Even when they're the one at fault.
It's like I'll never find a genuine friend
It's so hard.



Anxiety

Shit I judged my friends too soon🤐i feel guilty now

3am Thoughts

I've lost all my friends even though all I've done was to support and help them.
I thought our friendship was gonna last a lifetime but as soon as we left the college after graduation all of my friends got busy with their own life which i understand that their career is important for them too, but none of them checked on me even once.
I was unemployed after my graduation for a very long time but none of them cared.
2 of my friends got engaged last month. Forget about inviting nobody even bothered to inform me about this.
I feel so bad for myself. I've got nobody to Hangout with. Nobody to share my feelings with

Can you guys give me your favourite fake scenarios to think about before you sleep. I'm bored of mine😂

Non of my friends gives me time I just don't know why I always feel left out,some of my friends have such a cool group of friends I wish I had one🙂

I’m always the awkward and boring friend, the one who will help you with anything you need but never the fun one or the one people want to hang out with. At weekends and holidays, while everyone’s hanging out with friends, I’m always just at home and I’m so tired of it.
I just want to feel like someone people would choose to hang out with but I’m the one who you come to for help but would make excuses not to be left alone with…

Friends

i kinda need help rn. im always left out from friend groups and every time I try to find new people to talk to/ hang out with im still left out. in my old friend group i didnt really feel comfortable eating around them and i wasnt included in things because my other 2 friends were closer with each other. and i tried to hang out with another group of girls (3 girls and including me it’s 4) AND IM STILL BEING LEFT OUT. i dont even know what to do anymore tbh because no matter what I do I’m always left out. It’s almost as if I’m the least favourite and im nobody’s first option/ favourite person. i literally give up.

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