ME: Incapable of making a connection with anyone, probably incapable of love.

Also ME: Don't want to be forever alone.

It's just hit so hard... bt I'm also overthinking sensitive 

Lonely

At times, wait is all you get in life

Frustration

Can anyone give their advice as m feeling totally miserable now 

Anger Issues

dost ko kho diya aj😭😭😭😭😭

Anxiety

So, I have this problem. I am 19 years old and have never been kissed - this isn't a bad thing but I have so much anxiety when it comes to talking to people I like and it's starting to cause other issues. I am a freshman in college this year. When I was in high school, I didn't really pay attention to anyone because my school was super small and everyone dated everyone. I thought college would be different - and it was for a little bit. I met this guy who I was really into. We would hang out until like 5 in the morning just talking about things. All of my friends thought something was going on and I was convinced that this was the person I would finally have a relationship with. Then he left after our first semester and we stopped talking. Everyone was so invested in our "relationship" that I couldn't bare to tell anyone what I was feeling and I didn't want to tell him. Recently I let my closest friend know that my feelings for this fellow had passed (which was the only way I knew how to explain what was going on) and she immediately began to try to find another one of our friends that may possibly be interested in me. And then I met a friend of a friend, we'll call him Tom. Tom and I have a lot in common and he's one of the only people that I have every been able to really see myself with. But my friend expressed interest in him - she wants me to get together with someone else. This further adds to my anxiety - she is so confident and gets every guy she's ever been interested in and I can barely talk to this man. I don't know how to deal with these issues, and it's causing me a lot of stress. 

Relationships

I don't know why, but my younger brother changed drastically since we moved to India from Abu Dhabi. We (me, my bro and my sis alone) were sent to India because my dad had lost his job. My bro (in UAE) was a very sweet boy, he didn't study unless mom sat with him and would flee as soon as she takes a break. He was about 11-12 yrs old then and suddenly when he came to India he changed overnight. He would study so hard early morning and late nights like there is no tomorrow. He began to fake pray a lot ( we were with our grandparents n they loved him a lot for this). It was only me and my sis who was able to Identify that he is diff. As years past he was't able to stick to the play. He no longer was that interested in studying n rather on his phone playing games, reduced his prayers, and turned into a total bully. He didn't bully my sis (5yrsolder than him) as she was a strong girl but rather me( Im the sensitive 1 n became even more sensitive after coming to India all alone n left in a hostel). He was loved by ever1 who only saw his good face only n would never scold him for what he did. They would always sit down only to make fun of me and never uttered anything when I tell abt what he did to me. I am now really depressed n Idk what to do... I am just in 11th n lockdown makes it even harder to handle. What is wrong with my brother? How can I help him and myself? Pls, help me to find peace...

Family

Imagine you're going sky diving and the instructor tells you that there's only a 5% chance that your parachute will work. Would you still dive ?
I feel like this is how relationships are now-a-days, close to 0 chance of being successful, but it's almost certain that it'll end up very badly for you if you're a genuine person.
I'm almost 23 and I've never been in a relationship for this very reason, I feel like I'll get too attached and vo kaat degi (parachute ka string XD)

Is it okay to just think about yourself,or we always have to consider our parents dream first.
Is it fair to do what you want.
I got stuck in these things, wanna move out from family, want to make some money, want to discover myself, want to travel.
But i don't know how and when it all gonna happen, still i believe it will come true"EK DIN".
Within a year my college will be completed and i still have no idea what to do next, and im so afraid about my job and career,oh god please save me!

Dreams

In training, you listen to your body. In competition, you tell your body to shut up. 

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