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CrushThought

Daniel Bailey @danniboi

Me: I have a Question, I’ll ask it only once and never bring it up again… could I ever have a chance? Like, if I got my life together, started making more money, etc. would I have a chance? Or is it how I look (no hate, I would completely understand)?

Crush: to me, it’s not about the money, it’s not about anything specifically. to me Dan, i just think of you as a close friend, a brother, someone who i can open up to. i’d do the absolute same for you. it’s nothing about your looks it’s just the way i see you as.
i hope you don’t take that too harshly.
from the beginning it’s just sort of how i’ve always thought of you, i just don’t want anything to be ruined.

Me: To be honest, I do like you K, but I know you don’t date in the friend group, I’m ok with that. Im fine being friends with you, and I won’t try anything. I’m ok with being the brother, I’ll just be the protective older brother 😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅

Crush: it’s a deal then u can be the protective older brother. 😊 i’m really glad you understand as well why i don’t date in the friend group.

Like how am I not supposed to be in love with her. It’s something I know that I can’t have it, but I want it so bad. It hurts. It hurts so much I’ve cried myself to sleep since that, it was the most vulnerable I was in a very long time, and it was crushed by my crush. I hate love, but yet, I can’t help my feelings. Why can’t I have her? How do I get rid of these good and bad feelings? Someone please tell me.

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