Me and my bestfriend drifted apart after we caught feelings for each other knowing we couldn’t go back to normal.I broke up with my ex for her.I literally have no one to talk to. I was feeling low and called up a few friends some had classes on a sunday which they usually don’t… nvm excuse accepted… the rest had to sleep or watch a cricket match or play a game 🎮. I literally told them I need to talk and needed them and they didn’t find what I tried to say to be important. My ex or my bestfriend both isolated me from my friends and for them their friends were important but mine weren’t. I lost a few people who were important to me because I couldn’t be there for them. I have been manipulated by them that they’d always be there for me and I don’t need others . Yet they were the ones to leave me alone. I have lost most of my friends I have been trying to make new friends but can’t find the same or atleast similar bonds. I feel lonely sometimes. Another big problem is that I keep letting in people from past again and again they just use me and dump me. Each time when I think I’ve moved on someone from past comes in. They always come back in situations where I am very much vulnerable. Now I have a friend whom I considered to be like a sister who exploited and extorted me…I don’t have siblings so I love my friends like they are my family-a lot of people know this and take advantage of this. I let people come back thinking they’ve changed or they are irreplaceable because they just happen to be at my worse times but they are no good for me. Since I’ve already let them I want to distance gradually else it would be rude.but dealing with any further will disturb me mentally
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