MAYBE WE'll MEET AGAIN, WHEN WE ARE SLIGHTLY OLDER AND OUR MINDS LESS HECTIC, AND I'll  BE RIGHT FOR YOU AND YOU'll BE RIGHT FOR ME . BUT RIGHT NOW I AM CHOOSES TO YOUR THOUGHTS AND YOU ARE POISON TO MY HEART...!!! 

Love

Take me back to the night we met #2018

Time

I don't know if you want me back or not, but I do want you back. I mean I want what we had back, I want everything you gave up on back, I want that hope and that love I wasted on you. I want all those night that I cried for you back, all this time hoping that we would finally be closer, hoping that we have a chance...you just gave up on me...on us. I was willing to do everything just so we can be closer even if it was for just a minute, and I thought that you felt the same... But I guess you were just lying to me, I guess you knew you were going to leave, it would've been nice if you would've told me too...

Breakup

Is there any way to forget couple of years from journey of life.....

Discrimination

"losing all hope was freedom"
I want to follow this but somehow cant let go of the hope. the optimism in me refuses to die even tho its so little. does anybody have any advice on how to lose hope?

Personal Growth

Idk how to say this 
But you have changed alot! Those texts those snaps when you needed me are gone,
I dont blame you
People change, when a new person comes into your life you shift your priorities,
Most of people don’t change but you’ve changed
I couldn’t express my feelings cuz i thought it was too early all I did was pray for you showed you kindness loved you cared so much about you, was desperately thinking ki thik hogi does she needs me is she alright its all gone!
Your texts once in a while and sometimes not even that hurts me seeing people change hurts alot

And now you are in relationship & It’s hard to move on !
I hope some day you realised how much I cared for you and How much I loved you.


One Sided Love

These thoughts make me feel guilty all the time and there is no one to whom i can vent out. Why does it feel so embarrassing to have thoughts about incest ?

Mental Health

Today someone asked me,"what was/is my best childhood memories?
And tbh i went blank, not a single moment cross mind?? 
Is it Maybe because I'm forgetful !! But I'm not that old to forget best moments of life (I'm just 19) 
Or is it because I didn't have any best moments in my childhood?? 
This was the first time someone asked about me and i didn't even had answer to it!
Plus I don't remember single happy moment with both of parents?

Confusion

You know how much I still wanna talk to you and tell you what's going on. I pray whoever you are with now makes you happy. I wish you never have to go through this whatever I have been. I hope you are happy now.. it's been a year .. maybe you have forgotten me but i still remember you.. I still have your letter with me and the chocolate cover with the heart card on it.. and that diary you gave me.. I will preserve it and maybe I won't even use it.. you know i wanted you to start writing first then I would use it.. but as we are not together i think it will be like blank. 
I miss you R!!! 

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