Ciara jones @ciara1126
Maybe everything he said was right maybe it was the truth. I thought in my head that I was doing everything right that I was doing everything a girlfriend should do. I didn’t know that he saw me like any other female in the streets I didn’t know he felt unloved that much . The words he said to me hurt so bad as if I was get stab over and over again. My tears didn’t start to fall because of those words because to me there not true. My tears started to fall because those words came out of his mouth the one that I love. For that moment the way he talked to me the choice of his words made it seem like he actually didn’t care. That I was nothing to him . That’s all we want through was nothing and didn’t mean shit. Do we even know why we still together do we actually love each other or are we just sacred or being alone. For me I know my answer I love him and I want to be with him . But do he really want to be a with me I mean he says he do but does he really
mean it . I know there was love there at once more then we both can handle . But now I feel that most of that love is gone . As if we would never be able to go back to how we once were. All that’s left is fights after fights no love . I just want to be happy that’s all I ever wanted
Maybe he is taking you for granted
I felt this way maybe times like his taking everything I’ve done for him for granted. But it’s like I always stay because his been throught a a-lot and his alone with no one by his side to help him out of that dark place his in now. I’m I doing the right thing
Its so good for you to think that he is in the dark place so you should stick around. But what about you ? You are also in the dark place where you dont feel good about anything
That’s true but everyone gets in that place once in there life when I was deep in that place he came along in pulled me out and made me finally see some light . He should me what the word love actually mean . I just want to be that light for him
If he was by your side when you needed him. Then its time for you. Give it some time. Everything will be fine
That’s why I’m still here fighting through all this pain and sadness it might be hard for a while but live works in many way maybe this pain and sadness won’t last for long
Best of luck. Dont lose hope
This made me smile and bright happy tears to my eyes Because no one understands why I stay in out up with him his not always like this he just have a lot on his plate and he don’t know how to control his emotions. I know he don’t mean the stuff he says but at the same time it hurts but he does apologize when he realize what he did
He does act like nothing happen after we fight he just acts like everything fine and that make me mad because at that time I feel like I’m the only one that’s left hurting and his just fine. But I know that’s not true he might be hurting maybe even more then me he just don’t know how to show that his sorry yet
Yea your right I just we could go back to how we was before. With no fighting and just be happy all the time but a relationship is not always perfect
