May you find hope and that one mf who holds you tight in the end of the day saying you did your best 💖

3am Thoughts

**if you are looking for a sign this is for you**
When your feet start to hurt, placeyourself in someone else’s shoes.
It’s so easy to get caught up in your own world and let dramas consume you. It’s usually difficult to even realize you’re doing it because you’re so deep in it. This can be dangerous because you can quickly lose touch with reality. Don’t invalidate your emotions or hardships, but remember that someone out there has it worse.
Goal: Get some perspective by doing community service or charity work. Make a list of 10–15 things or people you’re grateful for—no matter how simple or important they may seem....
- Demi Lovato

Mental Wellbeing

No one deserves anything. Whether good or bad. 

Life

Love at first sight
 I fell in love




Love

Today is the day.. exactly one year before.. on this day.. I've found my world.. No matter you came in my life just as a friend.. but see now..I'm sorry that i didn't treated you good or how you needed to be treated.. i admit that i was not matured enough to love you.. but still you loved me so much.. and all i did was just hurt you.. from 1 year.. I'm all changed.. just because of you.. only for you.. thank you for holding me.. I'm very guilty for whatever i did to you.. if i could go back in time on same day as today.. I'll tell myself not to hurt you.. and to get out of that circumstances asap.. but now.. we do love each other so much.. but still i feel we have walls between us.. in this one year I've grown so much.. just because of you.. so thank you so much for creating this new me..

I don't deserve to live 

Take me back to the night we met #2018

Time

I found this platform because of you, i just wondered sometimes what are you doing? Do you still remember me? Do you still will look at me as you look at me before? Feelings is just too complicated. Both of us is hurt, but we know that is the best way. I just wanna say, i miss you a lot, and i still love you. No one have i ever meet having me felt like you make me. Is it because there is unresolved things between us? Is it because there are so much things for us to say? Well, maybe not for you but it is for me. I hope this will be the last time i write about you in this platform. 

Love, 
Your classmate, your crush, your 4 year long secret admire and your friend. 

Eating puff after a longtime 😋 this makes me remember so many memories..

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