May I get your suggestions on how to deal with where you work/study at first you become the no. 1 and now people lost interest in you.. 

It's a long story........ let it be.. :) 

Well, as u feel comfortable. Your life, your decision. We can just support that too from great distance.

Bhumisha Sakhare 

I don't think u get effected by this leave them n move ahead to ur goals 

It's quite a short story to suggest anything, must tell what all took place

3am Thoughts

 i have a crush on a girl for almost 8 months i thought we have mutual attraction  i waved  to her  but she didn't replied so i thought she is not interested  so i gave up but on Sunday her mother passed away she is  single child 
i am feeling like why i gave up on her i had tried harder to pursue she is alone in this difficult time i want to be with her i saw her crying i am an empath i feel her pain dont know what to do 

I am really interested in making youtube videos ,but sometimes I feel wht if anyone who knows me sees it and wht other people think of me ,so that I feel shy and don't know what to do

Confusion

I wanna just cry . But I'm around so many people at a restaurant

Anyone who knows shivay id or what happened to him

Have you ever loved someone so much , that you start feeling that the whole reason of your very existence is to love and be loved by that person ?

Love

I don't know from where to start,  my wife hurts me every time in every moment of daily life.  She live with only her way and she fight with me and my mom in all topics.  She wish i always do the same as she say,  but she never behave good as mutual understanding. She is always ready to fight only.  I also manage and help in all her house hold work or all her personal work,  i alawas stand with her in her tough time,  i also help her in her study then also hepher in her job,  i am takingcare of kid. I am trying to help her every big and small topic and routin life. But she always fight with any topics. I lost my father before few days,  my father's helth was not good since last 3 month and i was really in trouble,  i tried to save his life and i was visit lots of doctors,  hospitals rush for father's treatment,  i have to suddenly arrange blood for my father and bring blood i have to go many time 50 km far to take blood for my father when he was in hospital but my wife never help or understand my situation at home or at hospital also.  She did not come to hospital any time for help me or take care of my father.  But in front of relatives she do good behave so i can not tell any one.  I am really frustrated. I dont understand how i live with her.  Many many things to share but i can not explain everything in this post.  I hope some one will understand my problem. 

Well hi it's real nice day today it's hot but with a breeze it father's day it's my first one without my dad so I'm doing what I did after I lost my mom a year ago I go and do something I use to do with them I talk to them I hope they can hear me.
I wish things were different but there not so I'm handling this as good as I can with being alone now I'm trying to make alot of changes in my life I'm looking for a new job where I can be around alot more positive people.
It seems to be hard people seem to like to be angry and negative so I'm not gona bring that in my life anymore Today is very emotional day for me but I think I'll be fine with writing daily now.


Family

I am in love with two people now. Meredith and.Lynarra.

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