Mar be dala magar marne na deya
Muhabbat ki magr hami karne na deye
 

Saath be tha vo magr juda sa be tha
Apna be kaha aur gairu jysa slook b kia

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Muhabaat na ek tarfa honi chahiye phir alag maza hai

3am Thoughts

i just don’t think it is worth it.
i just wanna go home, home is a place safe and only me in it, in the Switzerland between the mountains and in a small house without people looking for me, to be home i need to leave my life now.
would you do it?
would you leave your now life and start a new one alone
welcome in my life. i wanna die i really want to but i don’t want to leave my life now but the pain is just to much. i am not strong enough for this life

Depression

Love is ❤️....

Breakup

Earlier I was an assistant so I did all the work asked by my senior but now I've been promoted and have my own responsibilities but still my senior and some other people treat me as an assistant and occasionally ask to do some of the work. If it's a small work then I just help them for a little while and continue with my work but recently my senior been asking me to do almost all high functioning work which sometimes irritates me and hamper my work also but I'm unable to say no to them. I'm afraid they will say just because I got some new responsibilities I've become egoistic and think of myself very high. Even if I don't have any work I don't want to do their work because for I'll have to do extra hardwork in searching for all datas to complete that work. Today my senior was really busy so whoever has some work with him ask me to do that but why should I do that I don't have any knowledge of that thing so they want me to gather all the datas and complete the work. Also another assistant has been appointed under that senior but he still ask me to do his work because his assistant is still learning but what about my work. Can someone tell me how to say no to them without offending??? Please someone help me.

Stress

Anyone in the same boat as I am??

No interest in anything

Procrastinating 

Sleepless nights

Wanna stay away from people

Anxiety

Women, what qualities attract you to a man, physical and non physical?

Crush

Why I am unable to make decision?...

My dad wants me to show him my self-harm scars but I don’t feel comfortable doing it, because of the last time I did it last summer, I cut my shoulder pretty deep and I go scared because it was bleeding a lot, before this I had been self-harming for about 1 1/2 years, anyway the way my dad reacted was him shouting at me and calling me and idiot and making me feel bad about my self and calling me useless, basically making everything 10x worse, I cut my self because of him I mentally couldn’t deal with him anymore, he’s the main cause of my depression, other than my mum being and alcoholic, but the way he reacted then is really making it harder for me to show him and open up to him. the reason I dont want to open up or show him is because he tells everyone everything and I mean everyone, when I told him I felt suicidal and was self-harming behind my back without telling ME or asking me or even giving me a hint he was gonna tell People, he told my school my grandparents, my uncle and my neighbour??!.

Today he asked me to show him my scars and I told him I didn’t want to and I was uncomfortable, I was on the verge of having and anxiety attack, he got mad kick a bunch of things and told me he need to make sure they aren’t infected and to make sure that nothing needs to be amputated, Wtf. 

I also struggle with anxiety, last year I was having panic/ anxiety attacks everyday for a couple months, then they stopped for a while, I have about 2/3 in the past two months, I went to my dad about it and he said the only reason I’m having them is because I’m ‘unfit’ 
I’m not unfit I could easily run a 800m without getting extremely out of breath, but I work myself up because the first panic attack I had was running the 800 at school and that had put me off since.

Self Harm

Every night I hope that I don't wake up the next day and every morning I disappoint seeing myself awak. I am tried of living when I don't want to I am tired of pretending I'm happy when I'm not I am tired of loving everyone unconditionally and not getting anything in return I'm tired of feeling anxious every single second of my life. I'm just so tired.

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