Managing everything and being perfect is so tiring. When everyone depends on you and you have to stand upto their expectations. It's such a burden. I wish I could just leave everything and go for a long vacation

Then welcome to a single child's world as well 🫂

3am Thoughts

How Many People Suffer here coz of there parents. There frustrations There Situations and still they Blame you or treat You badly ignore you and take your for granted  I Face this everyday anyone else? 😔

I wanna go  china to study but idk why people keep laughing at me for this wish!
Is it that wierd? Someone explain

Society

Heyy ..how do you start the conversation with strangers?? 

I'm learning a new language about past 2 moths but I wasn't serious tho...Like studying once or twice in a month. But due to my past procastinating habits I'm now suffering now. I've exams after 6 months and I've just reached the low intermediate level. I barely can talk in that language. I have no idea that will I able to make it since I've have 12th boards also. I guess I &&&&&& up!!!!

Personal Growth

I was so scared yesterday for my career but now I am fine.  Whoever is thinking that they are losing it, that they are a failure, let me tell you you are not a failure. you are not losing anything. you are just stuck in a situation and just like any situation, it will pass. Hold on tight. It's not a full stop, it's just a comma. The story will move ahead towards the best.

Hope

Everyone hates me 

Ajj es mausam ko dekh akk sukoon sa mila hai !
Ajj esnai btaya mujhe ki tanhai sataye toh sirf tu ni rota !!
Khud ko akela pakar yai tanha asman bhi rota hai !
Dono ka gum ak anbujh paheli hai jis sai kise ko mtlb ni !!
Sab ko toh sirf es asu numa pani m bighna mai maja ata hai !
Ab toh adat hai dono ko rone ki !!
Kyonki ajj tak mila koi ni chup karane ko !


Breakup

Hie everyone i’m someone i reside in noida 
I dont’t know what i’m doing here but since i’m here let me share my feelings with you all maybe today is the worst day of my life because my girlfriend left me and that too for such a blame i’m not guilty of so i met her in nov. 2020 she is beautiful adorable and charming.
Everything was good our life was good and ti be mentioned i have not loved anyone else other than  obviously my parents but this girl had something different within her that i’m so in love with her i just forgot everything else 
So the second phase of our relationship started and many issues came between us but we kept dealing with them but one day out of the blue she brokeup with me trust me i cried like someone my very own died that day but leaving my self respect behind i literally begged her to get back to me fortunately she agreed and we were happy again then this happened a couple of times more after that one more problem came between us the lockdown 2021 and we were going to apart in few days for months and suddenly i realised that there is sonething she is hiding me from months and i need to know it so i tried harder and then she told me that SOME FAKE ID IS TELLING HER THAT I’M STILL INVOLVED WITH MY EX  so we fought and i made her believe that there is nothing like that at all 
Then everything got back to normal but there was this fear that she will leave me once we get into longdistance which we will due to lockdown but she kept promosing me and making me believe that nothing of sort will happen and she is gonna stay with me 
But suddenly today in a small fight she told me that there was no such fake id it was my ex who was continuously instigating her she confronted me obviously i called my ex and asked her what is she doing tho i got to know that the love of my life is actually cheating on me (not physically) tho i figured out all the evidences and then she too confronted me about the same so these thing were going on we were talking about it and then she brokeup because she still believes my ex more than me i gave her everything i could in these months i did everything to be with her never cared about any friend or anything never cheated on her ever 
But if that is what i’m gonna get in end then why do she even came in my life bow i’m here alone depressed maybe i won’t be even able to laugh again for few weeks maybe i’ll be having a rough time for longterm but why did it happen with me why? 
If i could just go back in time i would for sure change that day of my life when i fall in love with her 
She didn’t deserve it at all
What do you guys think, was all the efforts were worth it what i should do now ? 

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