Managing everything and being perfect is so tiring. When everyone depends on you and you have to stand upto their expectations. It's such a burden. I wish I could just leave everything and go for a long vacation

Then welcome to a single child's world as well 🫂

3am Thoughts

Reminder: drink water, and if that doesn't work, the tears of the naysayers are good hydraters

Feeling so lonely that want to hug someone and cry for hours. I want to get out of this situation so badly.

Working on couple of stuff to move to a different country so that I can stay away and also keep my kid away from my parents who think we are useless and no one value us as I'm divorced and kid doesn't good relation with his father. And also obviously to be as far as I could from a person who is a million pieces of shit who puts anything and everything on the table to hurt both of us.

It's a long process. Might take an year but thinking that a peaceful life is waiting for me the other end keeps me going.

Hope everything goes well.

Mental Wellbeing

IDK what to do 🙄 I'm going water park tomorrow with my family and cousins but my boyfriend already told me not to go there because he's little bit of insecure and don't want me to be around half naked boys 🙄 but i also can't cancel that plan. Idk if i should tell him or just go without informing anything. PS- we inform each other everything and talk throughout the day so if I'll suddenly just switch off my phone or anything like that so he'll started calling me and then when I'll be back.. we both will have major fight 🙄 what should i do to avoid that ? 

Boyfriend

I suffer through anxiety and feel low sometime. All day iam good and happy, but i don't what on earth at night iam soo depressed and cry all night. I feel like the worst person alive. Since a long time iam feeling such thing. Whenever i came up to my friends that iam depressed and very low they just ignore or else says i will be good shortly consoles me, but tbh it's not helping me and neither my parents understands me. I don't know what to do!

Depression

Kal b'day hai uska lekin I have decided not to wish her because usko farak hi nahi padhta mere hone na hone se. I was confused since a long time ki wish karna chahiye ki nahi fir bhagwaan ne phone kharab kar diya, toh yeh sign tha ki mat karo

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