Man I miss her so much. I really miss her a lot. I wish I hadn’t made so many mistakes. We were perfect for each other. She was the best woman I have ever known. I lost her because of my own faults. If I had a chance, I could have completely changed the past. I wish I could go back in time. Now that we aren’t together, nothing feels the same. I sometimes play the songs that we used to dance to, together and fall asleep only to wake up alone. Today she’s with a better man who deserves her more than i did. But I still miss her and I will love her till the sun stops shining. To all the folks out there, treat your partner well. You will miss them when they aren’t around. It’s been two years and I still miss her.
And I miss Meredith so much as well 
