Maine pucha ek swal khud apne ap se he sachme pucha sawal apne see hee kii tuu rhh lega jinda is matlbi duniya me jwab bhi khud se aya kii yhi dekhne ke leye syd paida hua th mai


shipra

myra

3am Thoughts

Thinking if it’s really worth explaining something to someone with who you don’t want anything in your life. After you’ve cut off with someone (for both parties’ good), should you even bother to explain to them how they’re still hurting you? 

Anxiety

I'm not an angry person 
imp Kind ,I'm understanding
I don't intentionally hurt anyone I'm a good person
But people walk all over me they don't respect me
they don't even try to show the kindness I show them
It makes me sad.
people respect someone who is meaner ,pushy ,angry ,toxic.
but not someone who is kind or empathetic they push them around.


I know tomorrow is going to be hard but I want you to take a deep breath and say, "I can do this" like you have always done. It's going to be very hard going that that gross college/school and listening to annoying teachers who knows nothing but to inuslt students and talking to those fake friends who talk about you behind you're back. You've got this my friend, it's going to be okay.
Whoever reading this, I wrote this more for myself then any of you.

I am learning but I struggling in learning........I am learning and growing in life.......... sometimes you need to let go of the things you love the most.......ignore bhii krna chahiye........even it hurts you,you need to ignore it for your own happiness or your loved ones.
Jb aapki life mai koi important hota hai aur use ki life mai koi aapse important aata hai and the person says ki you are important but nhh you are important but not that much jitne phele the aur voh choti choti cheezon mai dikhne lg jaata hai pr realise nhii hota use insan ko aur aap bhii use ignore krdete ho........this is the point where you do wrong to you🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

Hi Now&Me family,

I am unable to put my feelings into words. Because i constantly feel that there is someone or something can be said to justify that what i am feeling is ridiculous or i am just being selfish😞
I do agree that i am a very sensitive person that easily get offended especially when the comment comes from my mum. I easily get into argument with my mum trying to justify what i feel and but constantly been ridiculed by her😞

Every end of the argument, i always feel this intense feeling of lonely and no desire to live, i would always feel not needed and not important that my absence would not make any difference. I would always cry to sleep thinking ways i could end my life without pain... i have been having this thoughts since i was 12yo and now i am 27yo and still have those thoughts on and off.😞but i never had the courage to do it. 
So i started praying and wishing that i would get a disease that would eventually kill me. 
And now looks like my prays might have been heard. 
I have been having irregular menses for about 2 years now. Initially when i mention this to my mum and sister they would be like ‘oh, it
happens sometimes’ or ‘ you should watch what you eat’ and thats about it. And i began having heavy bleed and started getting anemic symptoms. When i bring that up, my mum and sis would look at me like  i am either exaggerating or trying to make sympathy. So i started to keep it to myself. 
Few months ago, at my work place i had very bad dizziness and was super pale that my co-workers insisted i get myself check, since i work in healthcare, i got my blood work-up without admition. And my Hb was just 8.1. Thats when my mum and sis begun to believe me. 
Yet, there were only concern for the first few weeks, and everything when back to normal. They didnt push me further to get myself checked. So i was reluctant, because **WHAT’s THE POINT RIGHT**
Again few months pass by, and recently i felt a lump/growth at my vaginal opening. I was shocked and scared but then thought why even bother telling😞. No one cares. 
Somehow suddenly everthing at home was fine. I started feeling that i was really needed in the family and loved. So i told what i had to my sis and mother and that very same day i had really heavy menses that i had pre-syncopal attack that i was rushed to an ER. I had blood transfusion. And today’s scan showed that i have endometrial hyperplasia with cyst. The doctor told me to start on some hormone pill to control my thickening of the endometrium and suggested to do a surgery to ensure its not cancerous. 
I really wanted to get well, until my mum started acting like its a burden and financially burdened too. After all i didnt ask her for the money, but she feels like it. And i cang explain how, but its like if i cant agree with her terms she doesnt care about me. 
So yeah, i back to where i was.... feeling whats the whole point of fighting. 
All i really hope now that what i have now is cancer😞


Lonely

I'm feeling so lonely. It's now difficult to spend a day without feeling loneliness. It's affecting my emotions. Day by day I'm getting frustrated. I'm trying very hard to recover from these type of feelings. But I couldn't. Is there anyone who can solve my problem?

Angry

Anger Issues

Imagine being an 18 year old boy in Iraq with no parents fighting for your life since the age of 8 and seeing someone with blue hair crying cause someone didnt call them with the right pronouns🫥...what have we become! 

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