Mai na toh Kisi second choice or na back up rahan chata Hu or na he one sided love karna chata Hu. 
Tum ek jaga focus rakho tumse nhi hota toh zabardati wesai nhi hai. Mujhe ignore feel hota hai. Just live. Ab se msg mat Karna please. Aacha khasa normal hota he hu tum aajati ho. Or aati ho toh this kind behaviour again. 

3am Thoughts

Yo guys what do you like?

Boyfriend

The really important kind of freedom involves attention and awareness and discipline, and being able truly to care about other people and to sacrifice for them over and over in myriad petty, unsexy ways every day.

That is real freedom. That is being educated, and understanding how to think. The alternative is unconsciousness, the default setting, the rat race, the constant gnawing sense of having had, and lost, some infinite thing.

~ An excrept from This is Water by David Foster Wallace


Sad 😞

Because my mom keeps on saying I'm annoying her and I'm literally doing nothing. Whenever I ask how I'm annoying her she keeps on saying don't ask. She sees me crying and she just puts on this I don't care face on. Please someone tell me how I can tell my mom how I'm feeling without making matters worse...

me and my dads side of the family dont really speak, but I try, i do put a fucking effort, even if its small. I texted my cousin, yknow the usual how are you, and he said tired from work. Then I was like we should all hang out, like all of us cousins together at your moms house since its spring break and i dont have school right now. He just mentioned his job again, and ignored what I said. Then I was like yea man work must tough, and he left me on open. I feel sick to my stomach, these people do not want to see me. It gets me in a bad mental state, i start spiraling downwards in my own toxic thoughts, i begin to think that i should disspear

Family

okay so there is guy who used to like me a lot but when he used to like me a lot i had only few feelings forhim and that time i said him no for relationship because i have boards this year plus i didn't have those strong feelings for him,,and now he has moved on and now im starting to have feelings for him!!he is giving me dry replies and im feeling lack of attention idk what to do,,i feel shit

Love

july it will be 1 year to me dating this guy just for a month, we did go on and off but were not dating recently few months back we finished everything between us and after that one day i saw him i  couldnt talk and that very day i had was so bad i felt so anxious just by having a glance of him. i then tried to go on break from him by removing his social media account. we are folowing each other again right now. i accidently saw hi again at a friends place and honsetly it was fine until one day he called i couldnt pick up but i have been in curiosity since that day and now  when ever i see his picture something happens to me i am just not able to let go i dont know what i should i do

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1. Bharose wale hi _ hote h
2. Chala jaa _
3. Yeh saare milkr paagal bna rhe h _ ke bacche
4.duniya_ thi ,_h _ rhegi.
5.mat maan _ huda
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Everything will be fine one day
You can not change yesterday
It's better to live in today
Focus on what is about to come 
Rather than focusing on what has already come
Complaining about the situation won't get you anywhere
Own the situation and move on with a better action
No matter how magnanimous the mess is
But hey,
Everything will be fine one day

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