Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Mai apni ek story share Krna chti hu …
Ki meri ek 2 friends thi in 5 to 7 class ok hm bhut ache bale dost the mtlb jigri
Usme se ek ko nam (komal) ko dengu ho gya tha toh uski death ho gyi thi …hme school me pta chla jb snti dete nhi h …tb
Uske baad dusri friend thi bo usko(M) bolti hu yaha…
M aur me bhut ache bale dost ban means best friend …ab mai 1st yr(clg) kr rhi hu …gao me thee ham Mai apne Nani k bo apne dadi k ghr rehke padhti thi ok fir uske papa kam ki bajah se transfer ho gya …bo chli gyi gao se uske bad mai bhi kuch dino bad chli gyi thi nahi k ghr se kuch ldai ki bjha se mmi aur Nani …
Lekin ab bhi mujhe M yad hai …kyu ki Mai usse bhut attached thi…bo meri aisi dost thi jo sb smjh jati thi mere bare me
Uske bad maine kisiko apna best friend nhi bnaya …
Jb mai gao chor kr delhi ai toh muje uski yd ati thi usne number Diya tha apna jo kho gya tha mujhse
Tb toh mobile nhi tha hmare pas…Maine 11 ya 12 me syd usko dhundna chlu kr diya tha Facebook Instagram pe …
Aur mujhe bo insta pe mili mujhe lga bo mujhe nhi bhuli hogi… Maine usko msg kiya pr usne reply nhi diya…
So mujhe lga ki bo clati nhi hogi bo insta a/c …
Fir thora aur dhuda toh dikha ki uska ek active a/c tha… mujhe ye dekh k bhut Khushi Hui thii bhut jyada…🥺
Pr jb maine use msg kiya toh usne reply nhi diya kuch din lagatar msg kiya toh usne apna a/c hi private kr liya bhut dukh hua ye dekh k 1 sal se dudh rhi thi … use ne sirf ye dekhne k liye…
Mujhe lga tha ki syd bo nhi bhuli hogi mujhe lekin mai hi pgl thi mujhe hi syd yad raha sb kuch …😭
Usko Mera chehra bhi yd nhi aya dekh mujhe toh bo ek najar me smjh aa gyi ki .boo meri hi friend h…bhut dukh hua
Kuch jyda hi attached hu ab bhi usse …
Syd Mera itha lmba essay koi pdega bhi nhi…bs mn hlka kr diya likh ke…