M irritated n frustrated with my life. I don't get time for myself cuz I m made to be busy with family and financial stuff. I was thinking about posting this week's back but got time today. 

Naah. I got frustrated after helping everybody else. I needed a time out. So I came in my room wrote as fast as I was able to. Then again went. 

Thats totally fine..Its ok to get some time off from busy schedule.

Whats happening? Are u able to spare some time for you in this time?

Anger Issues

Keep moving like the clouds.......live like the sky.....

3am Thoughts

I have cried the whole night
I haven’t slept from 2 days 
I want to talk to him but he wants a day to talk 
I am crying because I have so much to tell him but he is nowhere 
I understand he needs time but I want him to listen to all of me n then take his time 
I just want to pour it out n let everything out of my system 

Lonely

If you're cold and alone when you wake
Making all of the same mistakes
When your heart's given all that it had
But they say they don't love you back

When the party's over and your friends have all gone
And you're wondering where it all went wrong
I'll come running when you call out my name
And it'll always be this way

I'll be there for you
No matter what you're going through
I'll be there with you
Anytime that you need me to
When there's no one else around
On your last breath, calling out
Trust me, my love won't let you down



Love

Aww man, I hate the way I feel.

Exhausted

29th of October...
So this is how night goes in vain..
Not a single page i turned..
But a whole book i burned in my head.
Now that the October is about to end,
Whom should I ask,
How to get it back?
This is pointless..
Yet time flies really fast,
I wish it wasn't this fleeting..
This sucks,
Living in the reality.

Affirmations

"What if the concept of a wedding is like this:

It should be something remembered for a lifetime, one of the happiest days in my life. More importantly, a zero-budget marriage—no gold, no huge celebrations, just me, my partner, close friends, and close relatives. 
That should be a day always nostalgic for both families, not a day the bride's father falls into liabilities.

The biggest problem of Indian marriages is that the bride's family looks at the marriage as a liability because they have to spend a lot on gold, food, and other expenses. Additionally, wedding and event management is a million-dollar business industry.

A middle-class father is afraid of all these things. He has to consider all the expenses of the wedding because his repayment capacity for all the loans he availed for his daughter's wedding may not be good enough.

Why so much gold? It's not Josco Jeweller's advertisement. It's time to replace all these traditional habits, at least for the middle class. Don't get her married to a man who asks for dowry. Also, men, don't get married to a girl who asks for your salary 😹 because both are toxic.

The wedding day is the day both families become one, and it should not be a day the Bank Manager's pocket fills with commission for providing loan to the bride's father.

If weddings go like this, nobody will look at it as a liability—more happiness, zero tensions.

Imagine spending a lot for that single day or investing that money for the future. Which one is good?

Call me a boring person, but it's my concept. I can't let a father bear liabilities just because he has a daughter. It is his hard-earned money, not something to throw away for a wedding. He may already be retired; it's his retirement benefit, and he should enjoy that, not me or my partner. It's always between me, my partner, and the families—nothing to show off or prove to the public. It's not a business; it is a day when two families join hands together.

No assets, no liabilities. Just human connections 😊♥️."

Anyone wanna be friends and join me on insta.. and have some mutual understanding (ps:- I am a guy if any guy is thinking me of girl and wanting to do some nuisance can stay away😊)

Friends

It's already 1:12 AM in my country, how bout you? 


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