love the person who loves you and admires you more than you do yourself 

Love yourself so much that you don't have the need to go for someone else to feel that love and admiration!

Relationships

Love is like a war easy to start but hard to end

Love

I'm hearing these phrases for so long:
"My married life sucks", "I'm not happy", "They don't treat me well" and many more.

I'm not married but I'm coming of the age. Does it really that bad? Does marriage really destroy a person's life and well-being?

Marriage

Many a times I get a feeling that my mother feels that I am not good enough. I do not disagree or have any excuses for my past mistakes or silly mistakes. Any work or responsibility given by her puts me under a lot of stress . Mostly it's due to that stress that I end up making more mistakes. It gets hard sometimes. She is a perfectionist and wants me to have a similar approach. If the work has any mistakes or is imperfect it's not acceptable to her or she gets disappointed or gets really angry.

Stress

zindagi me ese bhi log ayenge 
jo kuch waqt me hi hamre bht kareeb ho jayenge ...
hm badal lenge khud ko unke khatir ..
or phir vo achanak se badal jayenge ....
  shuruvat me to sab thik rahegaa pr.... 
at the end sab apna roop dikha hi jayenge... 
kl tak jo ajnabi hua karta tha 
wo apna hokar 
phir anjaan ho jayega...
yeh zindagi bhi to esi hi  hua karti hai ....
khud ke pass kam aure pass 
zayada raha karti hai ...

Growing Up

I'll never require your kiss.
I can tell that love is a new thing because of that.
We are capable of becoming who we were always meant to be.
You may rely on me, and I won't let go.
I'll never require a kiss.
Do not include the congregation as a whole, please.
As we mature, our vision and sense of touch both increase.
Knowing that I won't let you go
Because I will adore your beauty forever, no
You may rely on me, and I won't let go.
I have faith in our connection and can rely on you both since we don't require each other's affection. I don't have any days, names, or anything else to depend on.

3am Thoughts

Do you know how it feels to be treated like a slave in your own house?
I have abusive parents. They love my sister more and no matter how many times I say, they lie to my face. They always compare me with her and always take her side even though I am right, they have confessed to this themselves and they asked me to hear with it. All the work is dumped on me and I am constantly degraded and told such low things about myself that I wish I never heard. If I hate myself today then they are the reason. I have done everything to be the good daughter but...it’s not enough to them. If they are angry at someone, they use me as a venting machine. I have sucked it up for years but it is too much. They don’t love me one bit and I lost my affection. I can’t leave the house because I have nowhere else to go and I can’t even suicide because I am a coward. I guess there is no other way than enduring. I have tried talking to them about this but they all become one and argue. I have given up that too. They don’t know what I have been through. All they do is to aggravate my depression even more. 

Child Abuse

You’re good for me,
But you’re not good to me,
You take care of me (physically) 
But you’re always cheating on me ,
You can’t treat me better 
Yet you can’t let me go,
You’re that TOXIC 
And yet I’m in love with you 

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