I don’t know the answer to any of those questions, I’m sorry. I understand completely. I’m in love with someone that cannot be, and it hurts so so much because we could never be together, despite the fact that they unlocked a part of my soul that I didn’t know existed. it’s like Love holds a gun, it’s cruel and it hurts, but like oxygen we need it to live. Life is tough and Love is harder. There is no rhyme or reason. It’s like “wait for it” song in Hamilton. “Love doesn’t discriminate, between the sinners and the saints, it takes and it takes and it takes, but we keep living anyway, we laugh and we cry and we break and make our mistakes.” Its hard. It hurts I know it hurts like hell. But you have the strength for it, I can tell by your words. Keep fighting, brave soldier. (Also, your words are so poetic I felt I needed a poetic response! Really, your writing is amazing though. You should do something like write poetry)

Love is a feeling which is developed by yourself. It gives you result as you shape it. Look within yourself for answers, you’ll definitely find them.

your words are beautifull, but unfortunately nowadays this kind of thinking dosent work and almost hurt ourselvs