Love..... has become a joke.Happens to anyone anytime. Happens frequently. Is there really love???

3am Thoughts

Hello world 

Hum labon se keh na paaye unse hal-e-dil kabhi aur woh samjhe nahi yeh khamoshi kya cheez hai

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Ridiculous though the only way i an gonna trust a women now 😂

Relationships

I am feeling extremely low right now. I feel so stress and i don't know what can i do. There are a lot of things waiting for me to do but i have no motivation to do it. and i am afraid of the things i do will not meet my expectations. i really put a lot of pressure on myself...

however, i really hope the one who is reading this, take good care of yourself and be happy and safe! :D

Stress

This anxiety is killing me. 

Anxiety

By mistake Dad took my phone to hospital (some relative is admit it's not covid). I am 25 My phone has password, n for whole life my parents knew my password (I don't had a choice have to tell them) n at times they check my phone without even telling me.. Few months back I noticed that all my unread texts were opened n later got to know it's dad! he made a big scene just cuz there was a hug gif in my chat🤦‍♀️he even came to the conclusion that it's my boyfriend n all blabla bullshit stuff.. So after lot of drama explained him that it's normal. 
Since that day I changed my password n didn't tell them, many tyms they asked but I just dodge the question. 
Now current situation..he only have my phone.. he is out n have to make calls. 😕But I didn't tell him the password, he also didn't ask directly. Here's my confusion.. Should I let him unlock my phone cuz that's like need of the hour🤦‍♀️but m sure again he will go through everything n make a scene... Or should I act selfish 😔which I had been doing. 
Is there anyway I can clear whatsap chat from other device, or just lock my all other apps. 
😅Ps. M texting from dad's phone. 

My boyfriend and his sister have invited me for a family function, and this will be the first time I'll be seeing his relatives in person. But the problem is, we can't tell our parents about our relationship yet, so I'm going there as his best friend rather than his girlfriend. 
As it's his parent's anniversary ceremony, he's gonna be super busy, organising and greeting his guests, etc. So he obviously won't be able to give me attention, and I totally understand that. I can hangout with his friends during the function. 
But I'm not feeling good about this, even though I understand his situation. I don't know if it is separation anxiety or something. But the thought of being given little attention by my boyfriend, is making me feel less important, even though he has assured me that's not true and I'm equally important as his own family. 
Can somebody tell me how to not feel this way? 

Boyfriend

Most people give up right before the big break comes — don’t let that person be you.


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