Looking for long term serious old school love wala relationship. Anyone you wants the same? 
Guy here! 

Girlfriend

Please recommend your favourite book, or poem.

3am Thoughts

Hey!

I want to know how's your day been.. So tell me about it. 
Did you eat anything today?
Did you do something you wanted to or had to do?
Did you talk with a person you love?

Always yours, AngelBlue 


Friends

Isn't it sad that you get so much hurt that you can finally say, "I'm used to it."

Frustration

So the thing is from a month I'm doing tarot card reading about me and my ex

Results for tarot
Firstly it showed that my ex has guraded her feelings and she don't want to open up then now it shows that she is ready to open up 
Tarot card said that she will not show her emotions and will act confident and happy in front of me but from the inside she really wants me but will not communicate with me because she is scared of rejection
So i met her yesterday she was talking to her friend and was looking very happy and i think that she ignored me

Our tarot reading really true 😞??

Hiii
Garmiya aa rhi h🫣

Career

I am your social friend,
I came here to make friends,
I came here to be an example of friendship.
Your thoughts, your experiences, will make me stronger for having learned them from you.
-Your Friend 

I feel like my childhood has been dark. One of the incidents from my childhood which is bothering me now is of when I was prolly 14-15. At that age I had no idea about love and attraction but when I look back in time I do know that I used to like that guy. Also mentioning it again , being a kid I had no sexual feelings. It was just a liking from my side. He was a family friend and he was 17 at that time ig. Coming from an Indian household I was never taught to say no. I was always forced to do what my elders asked me to but I actually don't blame them for anything because they did their best in my upbringing according to their knowledge at that time. And this habit of agreeing to whatever others asked me to do and not knowing how to deny landed me in an incident which idk whom to blame for. That guy, when we met in a get together, started touching me inappropriately and I do remember not feeling comfortable but I also remember not saying anything against him. He kept on physicaly abusing me for days and it kept on getting worse by each passing day. The last night he stayed there he tried removing my clothes while sleeping. That was the only time I resisted his actions but again not by words. I just held his hand and pushed him aside. Mentioning all this let me make this clear again that I did not feel good at all , I wasn't enjoying whatever he did but I still didn't say no idk why. The only reason he didn't rape me was that he was a family friend and he somewhere knew that I won't tell anybody about what he did to me but him raping me would let everyone know about his deeds.To make it even worse I'm not sure but my mother did know about this incident, and all she did was to blame me for letting him do this to me and not informing this to my parents. Dude I was just 14!!!!!! I had no knowledge about right and wrong , morals and values. I was just a kid !!! How am I supposed to decide that whatever he did was wrong when all I'm ever taught is to just agree what others ask me to do. Never allowed to express myself throughout my childhood , always taught to shut up and follow what others say. That day when my mother blamed me for what he did to me I was beaten up like shit. They say "pata nahi kis rup me aakar narayan mil jayega". I do believe in divine energy. But this incident makes me question it. I was just a kid. It wasn't necessary for me to go through such dark experience in my childhood. Why did god let this happen to me. Why didn't he save me from that devil ?? People say focus on the learning process but what lesson did I get from that incident I still don't know...

Harassment

I am feeling very low from a long time because of some family issues ( my brother) everybody in a family is worried what he's gonna do in future ... Because he totally ruined his future because of drugs and shit ,, and also ruining my life.. like everyday fights ,, drama, i can't take it anymore , and on the other hand I have no friends where I can share my problems ... It's very traumatic .. and getting worse day by dayy. I don't know what I might do 

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