Lonely. I’m so lonely.
I’ve moved further from my family so they are out of reach. I love my new house but live alone.
My work friends have all left our place in the last few months due to poor management and treatment at work - I’m trying to do the same but so far haven’t had the same fortune. It’s so lonely there too. I dread it every day.
My normally loving boyfriend (who lives a few streets away) has become withdrawn in the last few weeks, and no matter what I do to be by his side I am being pushed away in response. I don’t feel I can reach out to him anymore and he often ignores my attempts at contact. I’m trying to respect his boundaries but am becoming deeply unhappy.
I don’t have any close friends or a best friend I feel I can call or text.
I’ve stayed home today because my anxiety had rocketed and I can’t seem to stop crying.
I feel so alone.
I feel you. I have worked at the same place for 5 years now…
Everyday is a battle and the employees are a bag of trash…
The management doesn’t want to take action because they are short of staff… and hard to find people who can work…
I’ve made up my mind to resign by the end of the year… am bound by a contract… I count on my fingers the amount of months and weeks I am meant to spend at the place…
Meanwhile, my partner of 6 years has her own challenges and definitely not as big as mine but does not agree…
I have observed she hates me telling her about my work… whenever I bring it up… she will listen for 5 minutes just to not be rude and then shirks it off…
This makes me want to have friends which is quite hard due to my job… she works 9-5 and has decent amount of friends who she spends most time talking/ hanging out with…
On the contrary, I have no friends who I can call my own in the city and her friends are my friends, although its not the same feeling when am around them…
I understand how lonely you must feel… its tough… but on the brighter side… you can just start looking for another job and quit the one you are at, now…
Unfortunately, I haven’t had the choice… but you should do it!
