Loneliness is taking over me… and I don’t know for how long can I take it… I’m exhausted giving and caring and not receiving the same… its just unfair
Where is my happiness? Where is my love? What have i done to live the life of a recluse? Do i not deserve the one that everyone else has?
Why everyone just treats me as a doormat? Remember me when they need me and forget that I am also a human being… i also have feelings… who is there to hear me… I also have a lot to say. Why not me? Why
Am i just supposed to rot everyday seeing the happiness and companionship others enjoy in their lives? Happy for them… but where is mine? If they have it why not me
Rejection and failure. Most of my life i have dealt with absolutely brutal rejections and drastic failures. I’ve been shrugged by almost every girl i have approached… i’ve been treated like a damn mosquito on a dark night… brutally rejected… i’ve been made to feel unwanted and unworthy of attention affection love and care… every damn where i have approached… currently i feel like i am panhandling but for some care and love… no matter who gives it to me and no matter how much… i just need some love… is that too much to ask for?
Maybe instead of letting others mistreat you, you consider standing up for yourself when you don’t agree with how they’re treating you? Idk exactly what’s going on but I do a thing or two about loneliness and it really does suck when you feel like you have no one to go to or even count on.