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Notification nahi aa rahe mere ko

I think I don't feel emotion. I mean to say, I feel happy and low but I don't feel bad aur pain, Even tomorrow if my life turns upside down, I am not going to feel bad about that. I believe jaise ab tk manage krte aaya waise manage krlunga, don't have much expectations from anyone or anything. Kuch smj ni aata aisa feel krna sahi h ya ni. Khud pe vishwas rkhna achi baat h lekin thoda toh dar ya pain toh hona chahiye na!?

My son is diagnosed with rare kidney disease. I feel like a culprit bcz he has symptoms which I have. Pta nhi kya paap kiye the hmne ki hmara baby suffer kr rha hai. Na ghr me sukh na bcha thik ..hr kaam me struggle...kya paap kiye the...meri nanhi jaan ..ek meri saas ne mera jeena haram kiya hua hai....koi khushi naseeb nhi hoti

Depression

Meri ek female bestfriend hai 
We're good friend approx last 2yr 
Aur hum dono kafi close bhi hai ek dusre ke 
Now i want get in relationship with her 
So I want to purpose her, but yrrr sochta hu kahi vo mna na krde fir hamari dosti bhi kharab ho jayegi... 
But problem ye h ki hum din raat ek dusre se baate krte bht achi bonding hai..
Ab agr main usko apni felling nhi batata to yrr koi ajyega uski life me to mujhe tolerate nhi ho hoyega so... Krdu purpose....?🙂

Daman e yaar me mera sar 
Fir ek khaab me mera ghar
Ek ghar ki jisme tum or main
Tum or main ek baat karen
Ek baat ki jisme zikr chhide
Us zikr me hum ahsas kare 
Ahsan kare un lamhon ka 
Lamhe jo humne bune kabhi
Kabhi jo bas ek khayal hai ab 
Khayal ki jisme tanha hum
Tanha maano ek raat siyah 
Raat ki jisme wo baate humari 
Baate jisme khaab mere
Or khaab hi kya bas sath tera
Sath tera ek aanchal sa 
Aanchal ki jiske saye me main 
Saya bhi wo jo daman par 
Or daman me hai sar mera 
Or fir ek khaab me ghar mera

Poetry

This one thing that I'm not able to understand

" Kya Swikar hee sambandh ka vastavik aardh nahi" 

I used Google translate to translate this into English

" Is acceptance not the real meaning of relationship? "

Bhai yaha sabhi ko relationship problems hai or mai toh relationship mai bhi nhi hu meri life mai kayu prblm hai -_-

Guys I finally approached my crush few weeks back. HE LIKED ME BACK AND IS SENDING RISHTA AT MY HOUSE. Still feels like i m dreaming. I am happy but overwhelmed at the same time 😭❤️ what is life!!! Bas meri is se shadi hojaye😭🙏🏻

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