Literally ,there is no one out there for me to call or just to even share my joy and sadness ...and ik no one cares about it too...

No one is trustworthy.... And i have faced a lot in my life ,backstabs and i have been hard on myself to fit and keep relationship friendship and everything but untimately it leads to what I am now

Celebration

Jo kal thy woh aaj nhe hai

Jo Aaj ha woh kal nhe honge

Hone naa hone kaa krm (क्रम) isi  tarha chlta rhega
 

Hum. Hai, hum rhenge, ye bharam bhi issi tarha palta rhega.



Mood Disorder

heyyyyyyyyyy

Happy

So I have been on bumble for the last few months and havent got a single match.Is something wrong with me ?

Love

Once In a while You reach In a Situation When Your Life is at Mess and then People around You Family Blames you more Because of there Insecurities and You start Feeling bad For Yourself. How to deal with this.. Your Suggestions are welcomed😐

Life

Manifesting love . True love . Kuch movie type ka , kuch real. Kuch organic , effortless . 

Good to have new friends 

Friends

I am angry because nothing goes my way, I can't have anything I want, I am starting to lose desire to hang out with anyone, I don't feel like a real person, I could easily be nothing , since I don't have anything

Anger Issues

How are you guys doing today ? Work seems to be my new home. Its better than being around my father and siblings. I feel so bad for saying this or even feeling this way, but the only person i can really tolerate rn is my mother. I wish my dad never came back in the picture and that my siblings never came back to the house. If it was just me and my mom i feel like i would be so much happier. I woulnt be as depressed as i am now and wouldnt be wanting to kill myself every 5 seconds lol. I realized my dad has caused the most of my stress..hes always complaining about something and taking my money. Always talking bout my weight so i never eat around him. I actually dont eat very often anymore, but when i get sad i eat everything i can find. My therapist told me i had an eating disorder but gave no tips on how to stop the shit lol. Im hoping that once i go back to college and get my degree that ill start my career and feel better..like i wont feel so empty anymore. Im hoping that thats the problem..that I have nothing to work towards rn. Cause if this empty feeling is what im going to feel for the rest of my life im literally going to end it soon af. Idk..everythings jjust gone to shit. Im trying to just..push through it but jeez i dont have the energy. I actually might work myself to death cause thats the only thing that gets me out of bed. either that or sleep myself to death if thats even a thing lol. Sorry this is so long if anyone reads it

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