Literally so tired of everything.
Tired of taking care of everything 
Why should i be the responsible one always
Even when i am the middle child. I am literally exhausted physically and mentally. I literally dont have any one to talk. I wish there was someone who would just listen. Without judging or without interupting or providing solutions. Like just listen to me. Thats all.
I need a break.


I literally feel the same being the young one. 

Lonely

I can't do this anymore , it hurts so bad , my heart feels so heavy , my parents do not care at all , And NO I cannot sit down and talk this with anymore , Nothing is gonna help , NOTHING but taking my life , me not existing is only gonna solve my , my familys and everyones problem , and no its been 5 years and IT DOES NOT GET BETTER WITH TIME !!! 

Suicidal Ideation

Not every boy wants to be in a relationship, some just want good company, a guy to vibe with, converse & laugh with. having someone you can count on and feeling comfortable around. start off Simple and let the rest find itself.

Books

It has been more than 3 years now that i have been friends with my friends 
But i still feel that there is a connection gap between us 
I still feel that we don’t trust each other to the fullest 
They hesitate a lot in saying what they feel 


Society

what are the things that makes you keep going in hard times?

Other

Hii 

Boyfriend

Feeling better than yesterday, Tho still have some anxiety but it’s a little better . My anxiety revolves around health I guess so it’s health anxiety most probably but i will try not to stress or panic about it

Anxiety

Drained..... 
Feeling when you want to understand how to maximize your energy.
Feeling when you really need some mentor to drive you in the right path.
Feeling to have an affirmation bath.
Feeling to say myself it's okay, do how much you can.

When I  was small in my KGs and during 1,2,3 grades I was so confident about everything like participating in all school events whether I win or lose that doesn't bothered me alot.
But when I was in 4 grade some teacher started discriminating me for my looks as I have dark complex, I was thin at that time and I was the tallest one in the class..
Teachers used to judge me by my complex and they never allowed me to participate in important events as they used to feel like I'll ruin the whole thing...
In class 6th, I came know that I have acne prone skin due to which my friends started bullying me,teasing me..
Due to which my leftover confident started becoming low...
After class 7th onwards Teachers used to think that I was the notorious girl in the whole class and they used to scold me every time even it's not my mistake...
In class 9th and 10th I studied hard and used to get good grades and teachers used to think that I used to cheat in the examination.
Because of my skin sometimes my own friends said that they can't see my face it's so dirty and one of them even told that if she sees my face she feels like vomiting.
I don't even have any friends.


Due to this all my confidence becoming so low,I got stage fear, self doubting, panic attacks ,anxiety  and Depression too.
It has been 4 years but still I'm unable to built myself.
Please help me to switch back.

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