Literally feel like just hiding away from the world in my cupboard

What if ?
Loving u is a loosing game...

Adulting

When someone asks me to listen, I only listen but they expect me to say something too. Why are people so complicated?

Life

What do you guys think "SUKOON" is?

Relationships

I'm the first daughter in my family and i have three little brother.i don't have sister and brother. i'm the only one daughter in my family. When i see my cousin and her sister talking and laugh together i feel so sad because  when i see them i feel so lonely because i don't have sister

Family

I had ca final exam in 6 days and she was arguing me over something i said to her roommate. What i said wasn’t the problem the problem was my reaction when she was angry with me and arguing 
I made some personal attack on her like past her studies and all
I had anxiety issues over 4 years, i was stressed with my exams and some family issues. And i reacted so bad that i ashamed on myself. This all happened on 23rd October and till today she doesn’t want to come back. Everyday i am sending her sorry notes. But she isn’t listening me. She said there is no future for us so we should stay away from each other. What do i do. I was 2 year’s long distance relationship.

Anger Issues

 So basically me and my ex girlfriend broke up 3 weeks ago and she broke up with me with a letter. But after she handed me the letter she told me to read it when I got home but after she handed me the letter she kissed me and said I love you and hugged me I didn't read it when I got home I read it when I got in the school bus. I started crying and I was so sad because she was my first love like I loved her so much. In the letter she said she felt like a therapist. My friends think she was cheating on me the whole time because she moved on within a hour she started talking to her after she gave me the letter after she gave me the letter she kissed me and said I love you and hugged me then she said read the letter when you get home but I read it when I got on the school bus I started crying I still cry to this day she was my first love she meant everything to me like she still does I miss her so much. I still love her after that. Like she blocked me on everything so we don't communicate at all I see her at school and everytime I see her I just don't let her see me sad but her and her ex are together now and it hurts so much I still look at pictures of me and her and I just miss hanging out with her but she told me I could tell her everything so I did and now I regret it. And is it bad that I'm talking to someone and my ex is still in the back of my mind like if my ex told me she missed me and that she wanted to get back together I would take her back . She was my other half I love her so much. All I do is cry and think about how much I miss her. I just want things to get back to where they were I miss her kisses her touch the way she hugged me

Breakup

Am just 18 right now and yaa its funny but am in love with the same girl by past 5years
She was my classmate am in 12th right now that time i was in 7th when It started
I was ugly person when I started to love her

I was ugly .
In these 5years i have learnt a lot but whenever i tried to gett out from this barrel it failed.currently am a local artist a musician but don’t know why am always nothing infront of her when am surrounded with a bunch of people still i feel alone coz of her

Love

I feel really insecure about myself and having suicidal thoughts .What do I do can someone please tell me how do I get rid of these thoughts

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