Listening to Osho jain 👽
"Din se mushkil raate haj shahar mein 
Phir jaane kyu aate hai log shahar mein."

"Jise hal se chaha uska hakdar koi our tha hum to Phehliya bujhataa rahe gya per samandar koi or tha"
By Mr 927


3am Thoughts

I feel I'm good for nothing. Life mei kuch bhi achcha nae ho rha hai....bss failure hi mil rha hai....I don't have a decent job...I guess that's why I don't have a say in family things...they don't respect me....it feels alone!! I'm just wasting my life everyday. And  the problem is that I find it difficult in sharing what I feel so everyone thinks it's all fine but it isn't.

Anxiety

Does anyone feel anxious around their rich relatives. I mean , i always feel the urge to avoid them so that i dont feel inferior. I m totally content with living. A simple middle class living but when i am around my rich relatives i feel that may be i did not achieve much in life. 

Confusion

Islamabadian here ?

Colleague

Waise to chat apps bahut hai but yaha i feel better. Sometimes koi hota hi nhi baat krne k liye😞😞

I don't feel okay, I keep smile no matter what, and forgot to cry, my mom passed away recently and I think about her all the time, my heart feels heavy and mind full of thoughts, I want to cry outloud but I can't...I don't the reason why, but I want someone I can relay on and share the feeling of my loss.

Motherhood

Late bloomers here. I’ve been jobless for almost 2 years due to Covid 19 and had my graduation posponed. After endemic, which this year I got an oppurtunity to work in a company but I quit after working for 4 months because of some personal matters. Then become jobless for 4 months again but then I get the oppurtunity to participate in training programme for 8 months. I have troubles since I’m 27 y’o next year but I still didnt have fixed job and stable career. Most of my peers are going foward with their life but Im still stuck here dont know what to do in life. Back to my training progamme, my contract is done after 8 months and i have to restart again to find new work. Got me me stressfull about life

Work

My ex bf (broke recently) literally played with my feelings:
1) double face- even our fights used to get solved/ I am talking to him happily he used to say to his parents I am frustrated with her. 
2) played mom card- dekh mom ko tu pasand nhi aa rhi. Earlier it was like mom likes you. His mom used to like every girl. 
3) when things where messed up already his servant intervene and told his mom that this girl used to call me late night. WTF
4) His friends also did back bitching about me to his parents.
5) after being cheated his friends told me you are the person who was in need. 
    Seriously how can you say this to a girl. He literally made me bad in every way. I am feeling so bad for myself. How can anyone be soo cruel? 


Cheating

I'm so soft hearted that i still cannot hate someone who literally destroyed me. Is this a curse or blessing?

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