Listen, you study hard. You hustle harder, you dress well, you are responsible. You are educated, you manage your money, you have vision and big plans for the future. You are fucking amazing

3am Thoughts

🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥🫥 and I hate my life! I should be worried about my exam tomorrow and I am worrying about some other shits! That fd up 

As i said before i am gingving my semester final this month. And its very important for me to improve my FINAL GRADE. But i am not fu**king studying at all. I be staying in my bed & watch K-drama C-drama or play games all day on my phone!!!!!!

What am i doing guys???!!?!?!?! How do i stop doing that? How do i stop distroying my own future by myself?!?!??!?!? How do i get some sense?!?!??! I am angry at myself cuz of this matter. I am sad for behaving this way but still i am not studying properly! WHAT ON EARTH SHOULD I DO? 

Frustration

I am not able to concentrate on my studies...this past one year has been hectic for me...my grades are falling...i am missing my classes daily..if i study anything one day, another day i will forget it....can u please help me with this.

Career

I know i will score very good in my boards
Inspite of this stress 
These anxious thoughts
Crying due to pressure 
And also after an incomplete syllabus i have a feeling that i will do well infact i will rock
Some people constantly say it's not possible u would not be able to that and all but all i know is i will do it! There's isn't any negative instinct honestly...so why should i care what people say and think... I believe in myself and i will make it happen!

Conflict

I was clear about my study yesterday that I'll do my study about this and that. yeah! I started to study according to that but when I awake up.... I got to know that it was just my dream that was studying not me 😌

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Addiction

I have boards in 1 more month and I haven’t even started yet. I’m so scared  about how I’m going to do in my exam. I haven’t studied the whole year because I cheated on my exams and did great and my parents were so happy with my marks. I got used to cheating to get good grades to see a smile on my parents face. Didn’t realise how much of a big mistake I’m making. I don’t deserve them, they think that I’m getting good grades because I’m working very hard but I’m just useless piece of trash who is lying to them everyday. They provide everything I want and this is what I give in return to them. I hate myself. 

School

Tomorrow is exam . And i literally haven't studied anything ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ dude economics is hard but nvm i will try to do better in next exam cause this one is not gonna happen and I'm not even worried woah I'm genius 

Books

I failed my first exam today. As of now I can write it again without affecting my future. But it feels like I have let my younger self down who was passionate about her studies by not trying hard enough. 

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