Like this app alot it’s a really good idea wish there were more ppl to find ppl to connect with 

Depression

I really wanna relapse I can’t do this. I’m seriously can’t do this. I don’t want to be here anymore! 

3am Thoughts

Great

Education

Who wants to talk about black holes and gravity etc. 

Personal Growth

Since childhood, my sister has bullied me and forward to this day, she still does. She would take my phone away, she troubles me a lot. And she's older. So my parents, they do take my side sometimes but nothing stops her. And now at this age I'm realizing that it's the root cause of why I don't speak up in public, and am always scared and have social anxiety. I never properly learnt how to communicate and make friends in general. Even when I do, I feel I'm being taken advantage of or being stepped over.

It's like it's something I've learnt at an early age and can't unlearn because to this day she is nice to me only when she wants me. So I subconsciously apply that to everyone around me like the few people that I call friends. My brain doesn't catch stuff when people do wrong to me, I only understand it after some time passes. 
It's problematic. Even when she physical abuses me no one says a word because our situation is that way. I lost my mum a month ago. No one says anything to her, even if they do she doesn't care. This cycle keeps on repeating itself. 
So when I try to do my owt stuff, try to concentrate on myself and sit in my room in peace and lock the door, everyone has problem in that too because she purposefully goes and tells that I locked the door. I am stuck, I want my mental peace and some time to myself.

Mental Wellbeing

To be honest i envy my friends because they are dean's lister, and i know that in med school its important that you really understand the topic well and as long as you are passing every exams you are good. 😪

Frustration

Meeting someone on the way is like having a vibe...
Have ever thought of someone whom u just see for few seconds but still u feel like..just the moment to stop over there...
And u come to wake a reality that u r not going to see them again.... 

Fewwww such moments ❤️❤️💟💟

If she doesn't care for me atleast she should not make my condition and my illness worse 

  I want to cry, but I don't know why. I just missed someone badly who never deserves me. Why am I such an idiot? Those people Who have betrayed me so badly, why I am always forgiving them and forget. 

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