Life's really have great flucations in all kinds of categories ...Too many thoughts comes and goes ...what makes you calm ...? Stay focused and just make one step at a time 🙂 

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Alcohol

I am feeling pain I don't like being judged specially because of my internship in 2022 i was in Westin Hotel Gurgaon and at that time I was going through a lot of pain that year was the worst year for me I was used and dumped by someone I loved he denied everything that happened in April in 2022 and then in may of 2022 my dog passed away no one has the right to judge me for being ill after all that happened how can someone be so insensitive about someone's feelings 

Depression

If your bf doesnt even give you birthday gift, just blame that I told you that day to send this that this that. What does that mean

Boyfriend

Gratitude is the fairest blossom which springs from the soul.
You should always be grateful for the things you have. Thankful for everything big and small – that fill your life and make it special.? Make it a habit to tell people thank you. To express your appreciation, sincerely and without the expectation of anything in return. Truly appreciate those around you, and you'll soon find many others around you. Truly appreciate life, and you'll find that you have more of it.
Help others out in a way excluding to whatever age, caste or color (demographics) they belong to, Make them feel that you are a reason for their smile , as i have personally experienced it many a times :)

Happy

Graduated yesterday i feel like i am older now , idk whether i should continue my studies or shift myself to business or job

3am Thoughts

I took a selfie with my younger brothers


Although I broke up with him due to some other personal problems but I felt like sharing about it. When we were in our relationship he always use to talk about random women and told me how beautiful they are. The way he talked about them I use to feel so bad about myself. I never did that to him. He spoke about them as if he had a crush on them and he is almost dying after their physical appearance. If I ever say that they are not that beautiful or try to criticize them and he starts to argue with me or behaves rudely. He never appreciated me for who I am. Never did he complimented me the way he compliments other women. Once I got my hair dyed and he said that I look ugly. Even if I post a picture then he ends up criticizing me he never compliments me. He also told me about my friends how beautiful they are and that they have a good dressing sense. What kind of behaviour was that? I am still thinking about it.

Other

So lately i had a ltussle with one of my female friend she became good friend of mine 6 months ago when I shifted to a new batch-division of my college. Things were good after that, in between i had sone trust issues with her, cause she was more stubborn on her side and take my side less. Her b'day was on 29tn may and i made a small potrait painting of her bad send her on what's app, though I was late, I did that on the b'day evening eventough I planned it for a day before. Now according to me she didn't responded well. She call and said thanks but I constantly felt that she is just doing as a formality. I asked her about it she said that it's the only way she can praise. But I wanted little more yrr. I had put effort to makes her potrait perfect. Instead I get this. Now I'm really really mad on her. I say bad things about her in my mind. I even apologized to her. She said ok. But she didn't accept that it was both of us and not only me.

What do you think I should do/react?

Frustration

Why can't they even try to understand me? Is it too hard? I'm the one whose wrong every freaking single time. If I don't tell them anything and keep it to myself, I'm also wrong for that. Even if i try telling them, they don't even want to hear. I don't know what to do. I just want to keep everything to myself if their going to do this. Is it too hard for me to want that?

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