Life updated - quit my job. finally!

Reason - Toxic environment. Couldn't deal with the shit. 

Current mental status - FUCKED UP!!! I'm jobless. 

Thanks so much. That was really uplifting. Now i think i made the good decision

Don't worry everything will fine
Alllllll izzzzzzzz wellll🙃

I did that last month without having a plan but I ended up getting a great offer with amazing work environment. You did what's best for yourself, I'm sure you're burned out pls take rest and take care of yourself. I'm sure you'll get amazing opportunities! All the best!

You made a decision for yourself, mental health is a priority. Take some rest, you will get the ur best offer 

Anxiety

I'm not good enough no guy like me:(

3am Thoughts

I want to vent to someone… can someone message me so I can talk? I have a lot of issues right now so I can’t fit them all in this post… my tag is @rowan478. Thanks, hope everyone is doing well.

I’m just thinking About ms. Benedetto 

Overthinking

i am very sad
hm 3 sisters h meri mama mere ilawa dono s pyaar krti h 
i am like an unwanted child hr waqt bura bhala kehti h galian deti h marti h bht bura krti
mere dil m bhi unk liye nafrat peda ho gai h
un ki wajah s m n kafi dafa suicide commit ki
aaj bhi bht bura kia m kia karun

Social Anxiety

I'm just weak maybe.
Who doesn't really know to deal with the loss and things. 
Who really can't handle the loneliness. 
Who is really desperate to get healed and escape. 
Who really don't want to suffer .
Along being weak I'm just lost in this maze.
I'm really a pathetic character. 
How can I let myself get weak again and again and fall for same kind of patterns?
May be this is the way of universe to teach me .
I'm sick of all this. 
Sick of being again placed into the same situation and I'm tired of going through same shit again.
That proves my fragility  , how easily i let myself to break .
The reason of my all misery is just me .
I don't let go off things easily. 
I'm still struck in the cursed past .
I'm deliberately making myself suffer.
I'm destroying myself repeatedly and knowingly. 
So  , 
I don't think I'll be ever able to come out of this mess .
Will I?

Favourite comedians thread
Mine Dave Chappelle

I HATE that I'm so sensitive. All the time idk what's on my mind . Even though I always try I just wanna cry . 

Teenagers

I have a complicated relationship with my dad. Ok, I hate him. He always wanted an intelligent, fit, cute kid whereas I am not one, just a fat, average brained girl. He always used to beat and scold me for my studies, especially when I scored less in maths. he thinks that I am a liar. he never trusts me. when I scored less in my class 9th exams, he accused me of having an affair. I was pushed to the brink of suicide. But I am better now, compared to that zone. Anyway, that's not the point of contention. 
The question is: He scolded me once again a while ago. saying that I have attitude, ego and pride. I am genuinely confused. its true that I don't have many friends but that doesn't mean I have ego and attitude. is it? Can one diagnose ego/attitude by oneself??? is there any test or quiz for that?? how shall I know that I have a big ego/attitude??

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