Life me lgta tha ki, kuchh bhi kr lunga asan hai.
Par ab pichhale do sal business krne ke bad, jb kuchh nahi hua to Aisa lg rha hai jaise main kuchh bhi nhi kr skta.

Itni hard kyun hai life.
Paise kamana itta mushkil kyu hai?

Pta nhi kis chij ke pichhe bhag rha hu aur KB Tak yunhi bhagta rahunga.

Aaj aisa MN ho rha koi pas ho aur main jee bhar ke ro sakun.

Mummy papa ke bar bar puchhne pr bhi khud ko chhupata rha....
Unko pareshan hota dekhna aur bhi mushkil hai.

Hey bhagwan....kya kru....





lifeChanger!!

Thank you for concern bhai, 😊 I am feeling better now.

🥺 Apne atleast try tho kiya hai kuch main 23 hoke bhi jobless hu!! Sach mein sab kuch itna mushquil kyun hai? Par ap haro math!! Shayad ap abhi bhi kuch aur kaam karsaktey hai? Dekhiye apse aur kya kaam hosakta hai. Ap apne ap par vishwas rakhiye aur apne parents keliye koshish kartey rahiye ga, all the best. 

Adulting

Ni ho rha ab, wanna hug someone and cry my heart out, I wish I could just tell someone, I wish koi hota sath mein

Anxiety

Pata hai i often used to say that mujhe kabhi koi insaan nahi mila abhi tk in the sense of love but I I've got really good friends. Aaj mai yaha pr bhi haar gai.. Mai literally bohot koshish kr rahi hu kaise ye bond bachau when I'm at my lowest point, nothing happened now it is what it is. I feels heavy heart really!! 

Jashn koi hm pal pal barpa karte the,
Khush to nhi the lekin daawa karte the 

Jindagi kya thi 'saahukar' ke jaise thi
Hm kishto me karz chukaya krte the 

Hm sb to bhatke rahte the khwabo me,
Jo ki hmari neend me thahra karte the

Hmpe bujurgi chaai nhi so nhi kaha,
Hm aisa karte the  waisa karte the   

Chaahne walo ki najro ke jeeno pr,
Pahle chadhte the fir utra karte the

Sacchai ki ankho me hm daal ke dhool,
Khwaabo ko chup chup kr dekha krte the

Yu to the nhi hm sharmile,
Bs duniya daari se parda karte the   
   



3am Thoughts

Don't know what to do.... sabkuch bhari sa ho gya h 

Lonely

Agr phle jaisa hota sab kuch to tumne btaya hota muje tum aa rahi ho, aur tumhe aaise dekh ke maine tumko bola hota kii jb tum aas pass hoti to muje feel hota hai. But ye sab kuch nhii hua tumne shayad dekha hii nhii muje ya jaan ke ignore kiya. Aur mai rooya kuch time ke liye dekh ke. But ye sab waste of time and emotions hai q kii kisi ko nhii frk pdta kya hua kya nhii. Mai bas faltu soch raha hu subah se. Kya bolu aur bas muje nhii feel krna ab kuch bhii aaiaa.

Breakup

Well guys mujhe bhut confusion hai ki does he love me or not bhut saari problems hai jo abhi solve nahi hui hain and jabtak hum milte nahi hai tab tak koi solution nahi milege woh merko bhut confusion mein daalta hai ki does he love me or not saath hoke bhi aysa lagta hai jaise nahi hai saath hum 

Log mujhe masum kehte hain, 
Din bhar chehakti rehti hu mai, 
Phir bhi mujhe kiu gumsum kehte hain? 
Mujhe logo par kam aur khudh par yakeen jyada hai, 
Prem vyavhaar mera sabse hai
Bss vishwaash aadha hai,

Log chand ko chahte hain, mujhe ek tara pasand aaya hai, 
Aur thoda bahut nhi saara ka saara pasand aaya hai,
Vo bhot mashhoor hai, apne bade aasman me jra magroor hai, 
Vaise to vo mujh tak aa sakta hai, 
Lekin kya kare uska thikana jra dur hai,
Baba gawah hai ki Mai najo pali hu, 
Phir kiu mujhe log pyaar se mehrum kehte hain? 
Aur itni to chalakiyan sikhli maine
To aaj bhi kiu log mujhe masum kehte hai?
_lost🙃

Exhausted

Mujhe yeh bhi nhi pta m har chij me itni confused kyu ho rhi hu ..... achanak se kisi se bat krne ka mn he nhi krta.....nah m mra relationship smbhal pa rhi hu na khud ko nah family members ko .....bs akele rhna chati hu .....kyoki mujhe aisa lgta h ki m agr in sbko mri problem btaungi toh shyd yeh mujhe smjhenge he nhi .....or m kitni koshish kru aakhir.....mujhe kch bhi smjh nhi aa rha

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