Life, I think I know why I have not given a happy ending just yet. In movies, happy endings happen at the end and will discontinue. To me, happy endings for living beings like us, only mean that our story will end just there. Happy moments are what we all seek for, so the next time you say you want a happy ending like novels or movies, keep in mind that a happily ever after is not what you actually seek for, you want happy moments that could last forever and everyday. You only die once, but you live everyday. 

Totally agree 👏👏
Movies, novels and other mediums have a disclaimer which many ignore👇

" **Everything in here is fictional and any resemblance is pure coincidence** "

Life

Why does ocd cause so much mental agony 😪

it’s just i don’t know it’s like i feel like i don’t know, you know? 

3am Thoughts

I just wanna throw things and run away and jump 

Adulting

Sometimes being lonely is just so hard....I can't pretend anymore that I'm happy...I'm not happy...i just feel this emptiness in my chest everyday...like I have no purpose left in me anymore....I just want someone to hold me close  for a while...ask me how I am doing...it's getting harder day by day.... Generally I am the one listening to everyone's problem and giving them motivation but at the end of day I also want to share what's going on inside me and being an introvert with anxiety it's like a biggest nightmare for me....it's like I wanna say something but I can't....I don't know how to ask for help...I've been strong enough from the very beginning of my life but now I just can't take it anymore.

Anxiety

Stop worrying about the Little things and just live for a while. "Live a little" .

I am not actually sure about my feelings right now. I don't know if I am happy or sad..in a dilemma. I have finally officially ended my 8 years of toxic relationship. I am happy that I feel free now... no negativity. But sad that it had to end this way.

So, I had to start working at a company in June and the joining got delayed. They still haven't given me a joining date. I'm in my hometown since 3 months and I feel depressed. I feel that I don't have any purpose. I don't know how to pass my day. I have been so stressed and on edge lately. Everything is frustrating. I'm just so upset and angry and that is getting projected on other people. I have not been sleeping well, I've been dreaming a lot - about the job, home, etc. I don't like living with my family, I want to move out. I just can't do this anymore. I don't know what to do. I just don't understand why I'm doing this (living). Why I'm going through all this, for what, everyone has to die one day and I'll not really be having an impact on anyone.

Mental Health

Umm hello random stranger I am no good me bad. But in all seriousness, hello and thank you for reading such a post and maybe responding as it means a lot to me. Anywho, where do i start? Through out half my life I always have this empty missing part like its their but not really. And ever since than I quess i'v been trying to feel such a gap and I think that its because of something like my personality or myself and I try but never really get to fill that gap. Once I was so close, in a trip to a restaurant and after so I felt full and light hearted , and even happy. But then after I thought it was not real like it cant be true or its false. So I told myself its not real and fake plus that its because of toxplasmosis, which is a disease that basically makes you more happy which also makes you stupider. I though that was happening to me like being happy is all a lie, a ruse. I panicked and felt unpresent and numb. And since then I lost my way. Struggling with this and never telling anyone as it all may just be something else and im overeacting and my parents and I have nothing to worry about. I dont want to be a spoiled teen or a nuisance to others. I just want to... well be free i guess. Sorry about how weirdly structured it is as I have never done anything like this throughout my life! But thank you for reading just needed to get this out.

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