Life and dreams are limitless. The only limits that exists are the ones in our mind.

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I have negative thoughts almost every time. I am in illusion and daydream a lot. Do I do so because I don't wanna face reality Is being in the moment difficult. Please answer

Dreams

*"You are getting old, you should get married!"*

**Will marriage stop me from getting old?** 🤔😁😂

Self Love

Hi my dear friends ...
Good morning to all.... 


3am Thoughts

I really need some opinions on this matter.
So i had some competative exams and i got a good rank. The guy whom i have a crush on but has a girlfriend, congratulated me(we are friends, the guy and i) and he said that i should treat him to something(food). And i agreed. Yesterday we met by chance, he was in the middle of some work but came to me. I just wanted to talk to him, but he said "remember you owe me a treat." And i said ok then we can go now. I thought he wasn't serious, but he was and said let's go then. He asked if he should bring any of his friends with him as they were there. I didn't like the idea so, i just gave him a little slap somewhere around his waist, that was the first time i did something like that, he didn't react and i thought he was OK with that. We went and ate some snacks, not much expensive as he said he only neede that, but the thing that bothered me is, it was my treat so i should've paid, but he didn't allow that, he took the money and paid before i could and when he paid i again did gave him a slap like i did before, and said i would pay u back. But his face was a bit dull and said something like no, don't come to me with that or don't touch me, I couldn't hear clearly as he spoke low and there were vehicle sounds. So he paid and we left the cafe and he said, "so you are going right? "
Yes it was time for me to go and i said yes. Then he walked to the place where his friends where and before going he said with a smile" will see you later".
The problem is i don't understand this guy and his feelings. 🙂And i had been thinking about it whole night and ruined my sleep.

Anxiety

Stress less over conceiving. Its one of the reasons. 

Women Empowerment

Where can I even start…well the reason why I ended up on here was to share about my struggles and feelings towards my mother, my mother is hard working but that’ll be the only thing that I could think of positive about her. Growing up I’ve always the “chubby girl” in the family and she would always call me fat, overweight, big etc. which really hurt my feelings while growing up and she still calls me that and also the reason why I’m very insecure with my body. I hit middle and high school which made things even worst because I wasn’t that good at school and having average or below average grades in school and so she would always tell me I’m slow or you’ll never make it with those kind of grades, she even think that I would graduate and was ready for that but after I proved her and my dad wrong they suddenly switched up and was very happy for me which made uncomfortable and mad BUT I guess that wasn’t enough because having a messy room, not having my drivers license, not having a future plan is a big disappointment ;-; like I’m only 17 I may not have things that other kids my age or even younger haves but just at least try to help or give me time to get STARTED!!! pause neither of my parents ever taught me how to drive and so they want me to get my permit before driving….. like what?!?!? FYI I’m still studying the handbook but ALSO she compared me to a freshman who is driving   ;-; WELL IN FACT HER MOM WAS KIND ENOUGH TO GET HER INTO DRIVERS ED SO SHE COULD DRIVE AROUND THAN HER MOM DROPPING HER OFF TO PLACES ALL THE TIME!! Bruh she doesn’t understand she even compared me to the girl and she does that a lot to me with comparing me to other kids or my siblings 😃 but anyways I was mad and confronted to her that I was mad and she supposedly got even more mad and was yelling at ME and I was just annoyed so I ran to my room up stairs and that psycho lady came running upstairs to my room and was banging my door then my door suddenly opened and she was calling me insulting words towards me calling me fat and that I’m a low life piece of sh*t and then my dad had to force her out of my room and then the next day she straight up told me that if I don’t want to be compared then do better….. like b*tch YOU NEED TO DO BETTER I’mma expose her rq my mom is a psycho b*tch cuz she abused my dad like literally abuses him she even ruined my dads truck she literally attacked my dad which ended with my dad being in the hospital she also ran across my dads parking lot naked because of an argument and so if she’s ever seen at my dad work place property they will report her and she also tried to ruin my older sisters relationship over some stupid argument and she almost made my sister kill her self because her nudes were exposed from her ex and was slut-shaming her and ALSO blaming her for her ex coming to our house and egging it like wtf does she have to do with it when the mf ex did it???? And she also defended the ex that he’s a “good” kid LIKE HE LITERALLY WAS HARASSING MY SISTER AND MAKING HER FEEL MISERABLE AND UR REALLY DEFENDING HIM?!?! Yeah my mom is the WORST person ever also to add she’s a FAKE PERSON and a pleaser she likes to be nice to people and try to look nice in front of people but when it comes to my sibling my dad and I were just nothing to her unless we did something good then she will switch up but yeah my mom is the worst :(  

And finally, something positive, I got a 93 on my honors bio test that I hated so much. I even told my teacher to kill me the moment he said I got a 93 lol. Really happy, the hard work has been achieved. 

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