Leaving messages. Being replied to after an hour! I wish it was just like before

The worst part is it didnt used to be like this

Probably.. and to think I said I'd back off cuz I was gonna be too clingy for her... she thought I quit on her and just lost interest althrought.... :(

I tried. She is insistent that i backed out... lol i dunno anymore. 

This one seems like not interested in Clingy guys. And here I was thinking that always replying to messaging somebody back is a good enough trait

Depression

It just feels bad whenever something bad has happened to you, but you don't know what that is, u can't stop crying , but u don't even know why u crying for such a small incident,  tf is wrong with me?

Anxiety

I am working on two projects right now. Even I believe in them , every day there is some anxiety alerts that will they work or not

Why would a guy still send you memes and dm on your pictures personally looking pretty etc even after rejecting you?

Confusion

Ummm help please xD soooo basically my bestie just told me she has a crush on me and she knows I'm taken by @deshope so I was like ummmm what do I do XD

Girlfriend

update on my friend that i reported: hes everywhere omg... im always thinking about him, i see him all the time, i hear him... omfg its so painful to hear every day.. when im hanging out with my bf all i can hear is him and my bf loves to kiss and stuff in public but all i can think about is him... not in a "im scared of him" or a "im in love with him" way... more of a "what is wrong with him" and a "what will i do if he shows up" way... my bf just wants to spend time with me and hes just over across the park or some shit like that. its not like he traumatized me or whatever, but its more like i cant believe i let it happen for a whole year. it was small things but they were very big when i was trying to sleep... i would think "did he really do that" and "why didnt i tell him to stop" i knew what was happening but i let it slide so he could feel better. and my sister doesnt believe he meant to do it all in a sexual way because he gives off a gay vibe. if the school lets this slide because they think hes gay and he didnt mean it im done i swear. my sixth grade brain cant deal with this... i was just watching animatics and listening to the living tombstone like a kid in the middle of her kid emo phase or whatever... this is too much. its really not like he raped me or tried... i dont think he tried to make me feel uncomfy... but he didnt acknowledge the fact that he did it... i tried to bring it up and he would just be like "thats how we joke thought, youre my 'sister' its funny" and he would completely disregard (idk if im using it right pls dont judge if im not)  my feelings. i cant believe im so paranoid over such a dumb fuck. and whilst im in my feels my sister is having sex in her room...  our walls are thin but my moms out of town so ofc shes gonna be loud. so im stuck in the living room. i honestly just wanna get high... my mom and dad are addicted to drugs and my sisters smoke weed and vapes and eat edibles, and i hang out with 7th graders bc my bf and best friends are one and those kids arent good at all... so its expected for me to have be high at least once...  ok its time to wrap this up... bye lol

When I see someone my age (even if it is my celebrity crush) doing much better in life than I ever have and ever will possibly, my day is fcking ruined. 

3am Thoughts

just feeling lazy right now 
want a cup of  coffee and binge watch my web series

Binge Eating

Just a normal question what kind of girls do boys like? And what kind of girls boys don't like? 

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