Leave her or be with her no matter what the situation is? 

 be my friend.. Can you Send me friend request? 

Depends on what she thinks if she is ready to stay with you no matter what then give her the same energy but if she’s not up for it then don’t waste ur time

3am Thoughts

Meredith will get what she deserves. ￼

Anger Issues

Hightly frustrated 

Anxiety

Drunk, sad, despair, broken.

After pissing off her after my last post, she started ignoring me. She hardly talked, I said sorry, apologized in every other way, but still she didn't make it any better. I have given her time, its been 3 weeks we hardly have talked, few days back I texted her that I'm missing her and I want to see her soon. 
Yesterday 14/04/2021 our friends celebrated birthday of two of our friends, and during that one of our mutual friend told me, about my girl that she has been sending her screenshots that I'm making her feel uncomfortable and she doesn't love me. And here I'm typing this blog when I know she doesn't love me. I don't know what to do. I have been literally, crying all night, I have exam today 16/04/2021 I don't know what to do. I cannot sleep, its hurting. I cannot even smile, after knowing about the screenshot thing, from 2 days I haven't been able to talk to anyone, even my bestfriend failed to bring a smile. My world is falling apart, I don't know what to do. Maybe I should be numb in class, and forget that I know her or any of them. Maybe I will be able to focus on what's mine, its me at end. This 2 years of my 20s have been really hurting. Temporary People. I love her dude, I love her alot, I never take her for granted, I don't even make her feel bad vibes around me, I prioritize her at first than anyone else. I don't know what to do! FCKMYLIFE

Is it so hard to find someone who will love you like you love them?

Hearts breaking, losing sense of happiness, getting ignored, constantly trying to make up to her, giving her the space, trying to be less active in groups, so that she can enjoy and not be awkward around me. Yet it's not working. I'm addict.

One Sided Love

Sad and low. I had a bad day. Terrible things happening. Bad fight with gf. I need her so much. I dont want to hurt her yet I end up doing the same. I want to comfort her yet I'm only the reason of her discomfort. Idk why I'm getting so toxic to her. I love her deeply but my actions are not being the same. I always wanted to be her safe place but I'm becoming her biggest nightmare.. Someone please help what do I do to fix this up. How do I not get mad back at her when she is upset or angry and just give her some coziness. God I love her soooo much but I'm fucking useless in her life. I wish I was a bit worth it. Idk what good deeds I did to have her in my life. But now I feel it's all going away from me..  I cant lose her.. I want her.. and be her happy place.. safe place.. place where she forgets everything.. place where there is just she and me.. place where there is no worries and only us.. place where we can comfort each other.. place where there is no negativity or toxicity.. I want to be that place for her.. but I'm being the worst ever partner ever someone had. I love her and she loves me tooo alot but this anger thing and not making up to it is fucking up things bw us.. idk why I have become so careless with things.. where everyone has complaints against me.. am I really that bad of a person? Am I? If I am I deserve no one in my life. Not even my parents. Why do I do them bad with my presence. I can only hurt everyone. I can never cure. I'm ridiculous. I'm disgusting. I hate myself for being me. But one thing of purity.. I love her and my family from bottom of my heart. I wont be able to express it ever.. I dont know I have narrowed myself with words and actions with the past.. but I love them so much to that extent i can take a bullet on my chest for them. But unfortunately i turned out to be a terrible person. I genuinely want to say sorry to everyone, I have been a bad son, a bad brother and to noopur I'm sorry jaan, I had been the worst boyfriend but I love u loads. Bye everyone!! Have a great life.

I met a girl about a month ago, and I really liked her we would talk 24/7 she told me she said  likes talking to me and even if ended up as friends that would pretty dope, its so hard for me to trust people or to belivethat they actually interest in me. My friends says i expect to much from people and i think theyre right and that is the reason i get heartboken. About a week ago she complety stop talking to me, i texted her to see if she okay she never responded and also blocked me from everything and now im questioning myself that i did wrong am i not good eneough and my feelings are hurt i cant sleep thats the only thing i cant think about what i did wrong or her juust to cuut me off like that and ghosted me i thought things were great but i was wrong. Was she not ready for relaationship or she didnt want anything to do with anymore. Why is it so hard for people to really express how they feel instead they just leave was she using me for attention its been a week since i last talked to herwhy am i not over it jet i just cant see to let go 

Relationships

Frustrated

Teenagers

I know i messed up. I said some things I probably shouldn't have. I take full responsibility for that. (But in my defence, I have been really patient with her for almost four months She didn't want me to disturb her. So I didn't).  
I wanted to correct my behaviour for the sake of our future. But she doesn't want it. Broke up with me. Even though I didn't want it, i broke up with her so she could be happy with someone else. 
Why even though I'm ready to improve myself and take responsibility for her, she didn't want me. 
Girls and women can tell me,  Is it natural that a girl would leave a boy even though he's willing to make it work with whatever it takes ??
 Am I that horrible person ? Or are the demons in myself that much worse ??

❤️Hurting me is not her option it's her choice 🖤 #smile_I_love_you🖤

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