“Learn to give your absence to those who don’t appreciate your presence.” – P'Jae..

Life

So lost in life rn.....

Exhausted

I have been living life according to my family and till then everything was fine and now i want to make my own life and everything is destroyed and i am alone in my path.....i feel depressed.....i have anxiety issues....and no one to talk to...no one to tell me what to do....i feel like i am stuck in my own dream....i want to do it but i don't enjoy it anymore but still waking up in the morning amd doing something related to it is like burden to me
....i want to be singer and i am learning guitar for it...but i don't know more i am doing it...more i scared and becoming less confident.

Depression

Ek hassen chera fir aakho ke samne aa gaya 
Me na chahate  hue bhi uski baato me gaya 
Uski hasi ne is kadar deewana kar diya 
Uski aawaz nahi suni hai abhi tak
Or kaano ko uski awaaz ka andaja ho gaya 
Ek hassen chera ka me deewana ho gaya 

Kismat ka khel bhi ajeeb hai 
Kab kaha kisko kisse milwa de thi hai 
Kisi anjaan ko apna sa bana deti hai 
Or kabhi kisi apne ko anjaan bana deti hai 
Kisi ka sath tod ke kisi ka jod deti hai 
Kismat ka bhi ajeeb khel hai 
Kabhi aakho se ansoo nikal deti hai or kabhi unme duba deti hai

Girlfriend

Real confidence comes from mastery experiences, which are actual, lived moments of success, especially when things seem difficult. Whether we are talking about love or work, the confidence that overrides insecurity comes from experience. There is no other way.

Affirmations

I don't know what to do anymore I'm scared my Anxiety is real 💔...

Panic Disorder

My boyfriend broke up with me without giving any reason but he is still in contact. If he texts me i cannot resist and reply within minutes with a hope that he will come back to me. If he asks for help i cannot say no because if i do that fills me up with regret. I like taking care of him. i like talking to him. but it all seems one sided now. i realise all of this ignorance from his side but i dont seem to accept the reality. 
He promised me once he will fight for me but today he is the only one who left me without any fight. was it so easy for me ? if it was then why stay in contact. too much of confusion and hurt. 
Sometimes i think i dont love myself and thats why i am still letting him hurt me. I want to love myself, i want to stay strong and stand up for myself and stop giving in to him. 

Due to all of this my self esteem has dropped drastically. 

Breakup

can I be just like shin chan ?? I'm a girl can I be like shin chan.... no shyness, not caring about what the world thinks about me just do what I like, can I be like this?? but in India i think it's not possible cuz over here girls shouldn't do all this stuff!  i really wanna do whatever i want to! and dont wanna regret it how can i do whatever i want without regretting?? and I always get panic attacks when I think that I did something wrong I wanna get rid of this can I really do this?? can I become a new person??

Anxiety

How much do you worry about what others think?

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