Laying in my bed starring in the celling wondering where I went wrong and what I did to deserve what’s happening to me.

What happened to you? All well? Or something disturbing you? 

Exhausted

I was in a 3 year relationship which I broke up for co worker who I fell in love with.
For more than 8 months, I've have been in a relationship with my co worker, but we don't seem to get along. We are always fighting. He is a Muslim and I am a Christian which has not been a problem. I have decided not to have sex outside of marriage, which he had no fully consented with.
Currently, we are not talking, before he begun his fast, we had a fight about the issue of having sex, he told me he will have to adjust to come to terms with my no sex lifestyle. Since he mind up his mind to adjust, things had not been good between us, he treats me as if I am not his girlfriend, when I asked about his behaviors, he wouldn't talk to me about it. He has been giving me mixed feelings. So, I decided to stop talking to him, I don't call him nor take his calls.
Now I missed him
What should I do

Relationships

I m scared like there has been no instance near me but somehow I am scared of an acid attack. Like I have these bad thoughts in my mind being scared of such instances what do I do. I m Trying really hard not to think about such stuff but it scares me.

Overthinking

I want you to tell me what makes you feel proud about yourself?

Happy

So my family wants me to get into relationship like a serious one they know I go on date with guys but I don't keep anything serious. I had few relationships in past but all of them were asses n cheated up on me. Now I'm really scared of getting into these things, I don't want attachments from anyone whenever I feel I'm getting attached to someone I start keeping distance with. But I can't convince this to them. I have a really good life nice income all luxury whatever I want. Almost everyone from my friend circle is in relationship. Like my family knew I was in relationship with someone but they only know about one of it n that was my first one after that I didn't told them about the others. N I just can't explain my situation to them. I'm happy with what I'm but they feel the need for me to have someone into like marriage but at least relationship.😔

Family

like why always me? 
Why is it always me who has a mental breakdown so often and then gets shunned for it by people saying shit like "oh when do you not have a mental breakdown?" like wtf is seriously wrong in your head. This is literally the worst thing you could say to someone who has been suffering in silence for a long time 
why does it always have to be who gets stressed out so much and then has anger burst outs! 
Why is it only me in my house, who has to work her ass off to get even the most basic things of requirement and her spoiled sister gets whatever she wants? The number of offs she takes, the amount of weed she smokes, the amount of fun she has, and she is never held accountable for her actions! And my parents can't even face the reality that they raised a narcissistic toxic idiot who will only weigh other people down by never even acknowledging their feelings 
why do I always have to go through so many things alone? I had to care for my alcoholic father when he was sick. I had to take care of my hospitalised GAD mother and in that period I had my board practice practical and I had to prep for my board practicals 
I had to miss so many classes and tests that and then, in the end, I was not even thanked while other people were thanked 
And after going through so many rollercoasters, I feel that I will fail my board exams and then everybody will blame me and only me because they will never acknowledge that they also had a part in it 
I am tired. 

Exam

Everything sucks 

Emotional Abuse

Hi how to deal with skinny body shaming and people calling you flat all the time 

Body Positivity

So the thing is my boyfriend and I planned to watch a movie together. And so we started watching it together. But then there was an internet error so we weren't even able to watch 30 mins of the film. So we planned to watch it the next day. He downloaded the movie but it wasn't playing and we agreed on watching it together today. But then he texted me saying that the movie was sooo good and now I'm regretting that I should have watched it with you. Like right now I feel so bad and left out. I waited for him but he didn't. Am I being too immature or would you guys feel the same way???

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