Lately I’ve been feeling kinda numb. I’m not happy, but I’m not sad. I’m don’t feel like being productive or social, but I kinda do. It’s weird. Usually my head is spinning with thoughts and emotions 24/7. For the first time in my life my head feels empty, like I’m literally just existing and that’s it. It’s like I’m not really feeling anything. It feels nice, but also wrong, like it shouldn’t be this way, probably because I’m used to something else. Am I making sense?
Never felt like this before. Feels super strange. It’s literally what made me download this app, cause I had to know if I was the only one feeling this way lol
Can be many things buddy
Still I wanna help you with this
Can you tell me more about the things you had in past nd all
Come to private chat if needed
Nd reply even if you don’t feel comfortable in doin that
No problem replying here.
I mean, idk. My past is a long long story… been through a lot but I’m a very strong person and I’ve always just kept on climbing. Thing is, idk how I feel about how I’m feeling at the moment. Like, if I like it or not. I have ADHD, so I’m used to being super all over the place and, as I mentioned, for the first time I’m not. Like, my life is pretty stressful at the moment, I have a lot of stuff to do everyday and I’m almost graduating school, but yet I somehow still feel empty and quiet, though my brain should be running on full speed like it usually does during busy periods.
aswal. @laxmansingh
hello
Hi
aswal. @laxmansingh
From where are you?
Denmark
So you are near to completion of your schooling or you are a goin to be a graduate ?
This is kinda confusing
I’m graduating school soon. So I’ll be a graduate I assume
I have been through adhd
Nd it sucks it makes your productivity 0
As you are saying that you had a bad past
Let’s deal with it together so that we can deal with the present situations better
Plz elaborate what you had in the past
If feeling uncomfortable. You can send personally
It was a reading mistake from my side
Sorry 😞
No worries :)
Wanna talk about it then ?
Well, been through sexual assault at a very young age, felt like an outsider in my family my entire life, my parents haven’t exactly been the great parents they think they’ve been and through my teenage years I’ve developed serious anxiety ptsd from part experience. Been through weed addiction as well. Besides all this, I’ve always been somewhat confident about life moving on and that’d I’d be okay in the end. And I’ve always been right about that. Some days are obviously worse than others, but all in all, I’m managing pretty alright, compared to what I’ve been facing and still am.
Well. I’ve been through sexual assault at a very young age, been the outsider in my family my entire life, which I’ve kinda enjoyed, but then again, not really. My parents haven’t exactly been the great parents that they think they’ve been. Been through weed addiction and mentally challenging jobs. Never did great in school, but oh well. Throughout my teenage years I developed serious anxiety, PTSD from past trauma, got diagnosed with ADHD and depression and been through several eating disorders. Yet, besides all this, I’ve always been quite confident about life moving on and the fact that I’d be okay. And I’ve always been right about that. All in all, I’m managing pretty okay, though the things I’ve been facing hasn’t exactly been great. And I’m still facing some today. I’ve just never had my mind actually shut up before, and I wonder if this is how mentally stable people feel all the time. Cause, as mentioned, I don’t know if I like it or not.
I m so sorry that you had to go through these things.
The issue are getting sensitive nd I think this is not a right place to discuss.
I have sent you a request , please accept it nd let’s talk about this there 🙏
Okay so that comment just got posted twice with slight difference. Oh well haha.
Sure, thank you.
malachi @panboy17
yes as a fellow adhd person it can be normal to experience this it has to do with the brain and adhd and stuff trust me it happens to me too
