Lately, I have had a lot of time to think and reflect. I try to think of moments where I was truly happy but hardly anything comes to mind? I am not a sad person or going through something - people all over the world probably have it much worse than I do but I want to be able to experience real joy and happiness 

Overthinking

People do project insecurities on comments anonymously. Don’t fear the comments. Just publish your way out being real. 

That’s the first step. 

Life

Shall i write
Glad you exist momo 
Or
Which flavor momo? (Coz we had a great laugh around this topic) 
In his cake

Boyfriend

This is all we need when we are tired of unsolicited preaching, a sanctimonious society, an insatiable thirst for perfectionism, and sleepless nights. 🍷

https://open.spotify.com/track/2DFD0Zga3HBwMHIpGnsZJz?si=Zl0YrGplTdefeMHnaS-Q8w&utm_source=copy-link

3am Thoughts

I'm getting nervous body is shivering. I'm not comfortable to my zone 

Acne

I think 22nd is positive for all 😄😄😄
Do you feel the same 

Celebration

Is it just me because I have this thinking that marriage and kids will ruin my relationship with someone? Not marriage itself but the family life after it. I can’t stand thinking about a life where you make your kids lunches and drive them off to school and your husband comes back from work. I don’t know why that “happy” basic family life disgusts me and I would only like someone if it stays within a boyfriend/girlfriend relationship forever. To me that kind of “happy” family life where you compliment your kids crayon drawings they made for you and take the kids to the park would be miserable to me and I refuse to ever have that life.

Relationships

Hello

Books

Note 1. Let Your Feelings Live and Let Your Feelings Leave

There's something wrong with you if there's nothing wrong with you. It's ok not to be ok

When something feels wrong it doesn't always mean that there's something for you to fix.

Most of the time, it means you just have to let it be. Let the feelings be. Let them be.

Only that way, they can and will be released.

We live in a society where being vulnerable is considered weak. Some people will think less of you if you freely express your limitations and shortcomings. We live ina society where appearing perfect and being fine all the time is considered as strong. But that's not true.

To be honest to yourself and feel your feelings isn't weak. It takes bravery and high emotional intelligence to admit and feel discomfort, sadness, fear, and insecurity.

Denying uncomfortable emotions, suppressing them, is what most of us do. And we do it because it takes big strength to stop numbing ourselves out and start feeling feelings.

It's ok not to be ok. And only when we allow feelings to live, we will then allow them to leave.

Annisa Azzahra💜

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts