lately i have been thinking so much about loss and grief. i haven’t experienced either but just the idea of it being inevitable scares me so much. maybe it’s just the weather outside that makes everything so depressing, but it’s really hard to find meaning in life. what are we all working for? what are we trying to achieve? what are we running towards? everything’s so temporary, and the fact that change is the only constant in life is terrifying to me. how is all this even worth it? i’m sorry if this comes out really sad, but it’s just what i’ve been feeling these past few days