Late Night Thoughts🌃#5
Stay hopeful, as tomorrow brings a new day and a fresh but bright beginnings!🤗🫂

Nguyen Thanh Binh

3am Thoughts

Music plays a very important role in life. Its soothes one at times of need. Its refreshing at times. Its relieving at times. It gives lots of energy at times and also some answers in times of need. 

Happy

I really want to kill mysef, I just don't think I can handle the pressure anymore

Suicidal Ideation

Breakup

Yesterday i tried a hip-hop workout session and now i can barely walk🥲. My limbs are all shaking and now i regret for the trap i put on myself. I just wanted to make my body do some exercise since i have been lying at home lazy.

Exercise

The moment you start losing everything, you're finding yourself. 

Self Love

Want someone to talk :/

Lonely

I judge myself sometimes, and whenever I do that I get only one answer saying that I don't deserve the love and care that I am getting..
I am not like what I try to be! I am not, like how they think I am! I am a loner I am built just to suffer that's why I live with it that's why I doubt my every moment, that's why I hate my every thought that's why I think I crave pain but the truth is I am scared of it, but hey I am working on it I am making myself brave enough to bear that pain, which puts me in the first situation which is I crave pain, I am not built for this I need to get out this but I don't want to, because it's good it's makes me feel.....emotions but I need to get out of this because I don't deserve this, I am not built for this

My boards and entrances are going on and guess what i am sick. Fml

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