Last night i had fight with my mom over using phone and i raised my voice..she got hurt and stopped talking to me. I tried apologise with my mom but she is not even ready to talk..and i feel like i lost the whole world and ended up this way😭😭

Thankyou for the support..My is now talking to me..😍

Please be patient, fighting with your parents is ok. You already said your apologies. So, wait for her to talk to you again. Just be ready when she does. Also, regretting how you raised your voice to her means that you really love your mom. And it is ok, we are not perfect. Plus, a completely innocent child without having any fights with their parent is a certified creepy in my opinion (that child has secrets!!! it probably loves to kill animals and people).

Lonely

I just want to tell my mother she’s a useless cunt.

Frustration

Annoy

Depression

I am seriously tired of my mother and meeting up to her expectations. Ehatever i do is never enough for her. There is always someone better than me, prettier than me, active than me. She always beats me to submission. I am at a point that i no longer feel i am right abt anything. I always do wrong things. And that I don’t deserve to be loved. I know it’s wrong but she has drilled this inside my head. 

Domestic Abuse

I am so happy that my mother supports me through my thick and thin. She is so frank...I cant even tell you. I dont know what did I deserve to get her.

Relationships

I don't wanna live , mom fuck you , i hate you so much

Suicidal Ideation

I struggle a lot with the thoughts in my head. Some days they are so loud so I will spend hours just zoned out to music in an attempt to drown them out, and it still doesn’t work. And there are days when everything is so quiet and it seems like there is nothing there. As I’ve grown up, I got in trouble a lot for saying things when I got upset or having my feelings invalidated often, so I guess it became a habit to block out all internal thoughts when I get upset. And now I get in trouble for not saying things when I’m upset. There have been several times when I’ve been frustrated or sad and my mom has asked about what’s on my mind and when I answer honestly, I get lectured on how “that’s not the case” or “you must be hiding something because you aren’t being honest”. There are even times where I’ll share something I feel with my mom, like how I don’t want to get pregnant and birth kids, but that I’d rather adopt, and then she comes in strong and says all sorts of things that completely invalidate my opinion and make it seem like she doesn’t even care because she’ll argue with me and call me out for “not wanting to give her grandchildren”. It has gotten to the point where I don’t feel like I can even tell her about anything anymore for the fear that she will just turn it into a way to belittle me. And I now she expects great things from me, but I feel like I’m slowly drowning under her expectations. I don’t know what to do because the last time I talked to her about this she just got mad at me because “she didn’t know where this was coming from” and her “thoughts on what was expected from me was completely reasonable” when in reality they really were not… I just want a break to figure out how to make myself better…

Life

I feel like shit. It seems like no matter what I do I will always be the disappointment in the family. I try and try again to get the okay from my mom but it seems like she is never satisfied with what I do. She says that she loves me but that's a load of crap, if you loved me you would be there for me through thick and thin. She treats me like garbage, I just wish she was someone that I could vent to without feeling judged. 

Family

Idk what's happening but realising how hard my mom is trying to ruin my life became funny now

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