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3am Thoughts

Hey..

So I have exams in 1 year. I am doing my internship in a domain that I don't really like but at this point of time I just can't change it. Some of my seniors were talking if you switcg to finance post qualification you will get less package as compared to same domain you are still working in. And I know I should not be concerning about this. But

Career

Is it just me or are we all hating our upcoming generations?

Now&Me Thinks

Feeling really low , as a student i don't have any friends, nobody to talk or share anything, im 22 and feel like a 40 yr old uncle, from past 3 years i have been isolated myself to achieve my goal...but still fail...now after 3 years i realised that i don't talk to anyone, i actually didn't have any human interaction, also im lacking in all social things.. wether its communication or approaching someone, for me its like I'm in a new world right now, I'm addicted to lonelynes and i don't like to go out anywhere, I'm not on social media... it.was 5year back when i posted anything or open any social media..and now i don't know any current trend and such things , i don't know anything abt current world , nowadays i things everything in deep and feel sad everytime, 
I joined a library in hope to get better but there's no use i still don't talk to anyone and its been 5 months in library even right now im in library ....not even this i cant even face my parents bcs of shame that i didn't achieved my goal , i let them down ....now i thing there's no purpose of my life..

Kdrama fans where u at?

**hey yall**

Body image

There are 7 billion people on this earth, but still it feels like no single person do cares for me. I know it's not true, there are some people who do care, I've my family, a couple of friends, and...... actually not more than that. But it feels like, no one cares, no one can understand my feelings, my psychological state. 
Am I depressed?
I look so fine, really........, Neither I do substance abuse, like drugs, alcohol, cigarette, nor I indulge myself in vandalism. I don't even talk others, I just live in my solitude. I write stuffs like nano tales, poetry, etc. Most of them, actually all of them are full of emotions and sadness, seems like a depressed writer is releasing his toxicity through mere words. 
But it's a rational way of channelising the pain, I'm carrying in my heart. I'm not doing zero harm to others and self. I'm just writing and living.

Despite all this, it feels like nothing. Am I depressed?
Am I becoming a saddistic personality?
It's been one year of passing out from school, and a couple of months from dropping my college, and now I'm having almost negligible friends. So many people are connected on my social media platforms, but they aren't my friends, they don't even bother if I'll die. My decisitof dropping off college, destroyed my friend circle, my social circle. I think I did a mistake. I did so many mistakes actually, I was lunatic at decision making, and now at this stage, I'm stuck into the void of emptiness. 
From being a happy, extroverted, and blissful boy, to a boy with dead silence, and fake smile, Life changed completely.
There was a time in my life, about one and a half year ago, I wanted to be a life coach, a motivational speaker, a psychologist. It was fascinating for me to study Psychology, help others who are in need, give hope to the lost people. But now, life changed completely. 
I lost myself in the Dead Island of Red sea. An island where the only way to get rescued is "Death"

Exhausted

Sad and frustrated 💔😔😔😔😔😔

*TW* : Mention of Suicide 

My Partner passed away few years ago and each day I think of that day, unable to move on from this gruesome feeling of " i am inching closer to maybe do the same to myself ". The guilt of not being  there stays and the grief lives through me. 

I cant move on no matter what I think or the fake happiness I try plastering on my face. 
Moving on without him is a scam. 

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